I been thinking about killing myself since i was 13, it like i never belong. - Help.com

Do u suffer panic attacks?

Get a copy of The Outsider, by Colin Wilson. It’s a very interesting book, full of quotes from famous writers and philosophers who felt like you, but possibly in a deeper way. Take it to a deeper level! You are right, you don’t “belong” in some ways – none of us do. It’s something to celebrate, not suffer over. This book will give you a whole new perspective.

http://www.amazon.com/Outsider-Colin-…

Read some of the reviews, see if it strikes a chord. You can also look inside the book (see link under the picture of the book).

i think i do have panic attacks,i think about what people are saying about me all the time. the only time im not is when im drunk. its the only time i can talk to someone and not care what they think about me.but latly it dosen’t work, i started drinking when i was 17yrs old,im 20 now.

Drinking will never take you anywhere good.

Everyone has a purpose whether great or small. Look at what you enjoy and are good at and keep doing it or striving to better at it. I truly believe lifes turmoils are a test and how you handle those tests are how people will remember you.

i know,but for the for first six months when i started drinking. i belong

Well that’s good, but now those six months are over, right?

Did you look at the reviews of The Outsider? I’m telling you, it’s a great book for somebody in your situation (at least possibly so)!

warren.tyler3 wrote:
if i could i live in a room with no windows and door. It would just have a bed, bathroom, food, and books. It’s the only way i could see myself happy.

What books would you have in this room, Warren?

This might seem a little corny, but it’s interesting if you do some of the stuff: http://www.myinnerworld.com/

i forgot to chlick on reply anonymously,i would have every book ever wrote. theres a show called the twlight zone. in one of the shows, theres was one person left on earth.when i think about it(even thor i love my family), i wouldn’t miss anybody. if that was me.

Anonymous wrote:
i think i do have panic attacks,i think about what people are saying about me all the time. the only time im not is when im drunk. its the only time i can talk to someone and not care what they think about me.but latly it dosen’t work, i started drinking when i was 17yrs old,im 20 now.

Right.. thought so.
I suffered those. It gets to the point u start organising your life around fear.
You sound a lot like I was when I was 13. Thats why
I jumped staight to panic attacks.
Also u dont get them with out a form of depression. Constant telling oneself u r not good enough, and constantly putting other people thpughts… they havent acually thought into your own head.

You have made your subconsious very scared and upset.
I can help u.
I am fixed now.
There is hope.