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The first time I saw him, I knew he was one of those people who leave a mark so signify that he’s made a difference in a life.
However, I never thought he would in mine. And now, how I am very wrong.
As days had come by, I got to know him more and more. But really it was nothing because it rarely let anyone in at all. He had this image that every girl wanted to run to when everything in her world seemed wrong. That badass next door type thing. But when he would talk I knew he’s really more than that. Actually this bad boy attitude was just an act. It was a thick layer of skin that noone could manage to peel. Just when I was starting to get a hang of him he revealed that he was leaving. it was something he had to do. His future depended on it actually. It was the only way he could pay for his schooling. I already knew he had to be leaving to some place really far probly about five hours away at the end of summer but he found work in the town just an hour away. So he was leaving sooner that anyone had expected.
Okay well bottom line we kissed. we’ve talked about it. and I didn’t want to start anything because it would hurt in the end cause I know and well we both know how it’ll end. I just think ice made so many other mistakes by taking thechance to be with somebody but it ends up really bad in the end. like worse than how it was even expected everto be. so I don’t know. because I’m really second guessing it. we haven’t talked in just a little over a week now. should i take the chance, rather to have nver taken the chance at all? I just don’t want it to mean nothing. he really doesn’t seem like the type of guy who is just looking for action but I’m really not sure.
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