I want to cut really bad!

bobthebuilder^_^

I want to cut really bad!

ive seen the warnings and such but i feel i just need to do this ive been sober for about a week but the other night i burned myself and i just want to cut
cutting isnt everything but i feel like it will be soon and i just cant go with out it

i ended a relationship with my girlfriend because she didnt feel the same way about me and it really hurts iknow its not her fault and not my fault but i just feel like crap ive been friends with her for quite a while now and i love her more than everything i just wish i could get over her ….. but i cant :(

i feel asif ive let myself down by burning myself and ive promised her i wont cut again but its always there in the back of my head. i want to do it but i dont

i always think the worst of things i always blame myself for stuff and im always depressed i put on a brave face when im with my family and friends but really i feel dead inside :/

im really shy and i dont talk much im fat im ugly ive proboby failed school im nothing worthless

i just want a hug now :’( but nobody would hug me im discusting

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meg_ryan 26 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 3 weeks ago (2 minutes after post)

~hugs you hard, and wont let go~
hey talk to me instead. please i want to help you.

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evansent:) 454 #
GB | 4 months, 3 weeks ago (2 minutes after post)

huggies honey :))))))))

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IDon'tEverQuit 194 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 3 weeks ago (3 minutes after post)

i’m sorry you are having a rough time. don’t give up! you can do it! i know you can!

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Sillerious 65 #
An Unknown Location | 4 months, 3 weeks ago (9 minutes after post)

You say you’ve been sober for a week, that’s good, it shows you’re strong. You can so do it, don’t give up.

Jr. 20 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 3 weeks ago (23 minutes after post)

Stop talking about ur self like that. You make me want to run from u. U need a boost of self respect. U need to love ur self more and you’ll be surprised at how much love will come back. Please try and love yourself. Make an effort each and every day.

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PheeGee 134 #
An Unknown Location | 4 months, 3 weeks ago (52 minutes after post)

Dont cut babe, its not worth it.

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bobthebuilder^_^ 10 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 3 weeks ago (1 day, 3 hours after post)

thank you so much people :’)
cutting hasnt crossed my mind today
i went out with friends today it was great :D
im doing what you say jr people were saying i seemed more cheerful today :)
i love you all ^____^

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Jr. 20 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 3 weeks ago (1 day, 20 hours after post)

That’s great bobthebuilder. Each and everyday may be a struggle, but each day that passes and you’re still alright, well that’s a day to celebrate the strength of your wonderful life.

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