So I went to the hospital tuesday night.
I scared my friends to death, and I feel horrible. I finally broke it of with my boyfriend of almost to years, and his reaction really got to me. It was about 10pm and I asked a friend to get a case of beer, because I just wanted to feel better. (all my friends were really happy because they hated my boyfriend) well 6 beers turned into 12. I still didn’t feel better, in fact I felt worse…so i went into my friends bathroom, and cut myself…just a little one. I then took two shots of captain, and went back to the bathroom. i had a long sleeve shirt on, and a black jacket, i made about a 6 inch cut along my vein, and carved love and hate on either sides of the straight line.it wouldn’t stop bleeding, i wrapped my arm with some toilet paper, and went back out to the party. i had about 5 more beers and started throwing up, both alcohol and blood. everyone started freaking out, and i said i just needed to sleep it off…then my one guy friend carried me to bed and went to take off my jacket,even though i told him not to, and noticed how it was sticking to my arm then he screamed call 911…and here i am, 3 days and a few stitches later….i don’t know what to say to them, especially my guy friend…he wouldn’t let any of the other people there see my arm…i don’t think an i’m sorry will do the trick this time.
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