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i wrote a poem describing how i feel,

because nothing seems to be going write

i tell everybody that i’m okay
but deep inside the pain wont go away
i tell everybody im not afraid to climb the wall
but truthfully im afraid ill fall
i cant stand suffering, and i cant stand pain
i cant stand living and its making me insane
they dont want me thy dont care
and when im alone no ones there
smoking, drinking drugs and all
trying my hardest not to fall
everybody around me seems so loved and safe
but towords me they fell hate
i feel broken, i feel scared, i feel alone
hoping soon he’ll be there
i remember the day he left
it was a day ill never forget
but there alot i still regret
i wish our friendship never went wrong
then i would still be strong
and i wouldnt be forcing a smile day after day
everything would still be okay

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ĽÍšĂ_ďЗäŘ offline Verified User (4 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 14 #
An Unknown Location | 4 months, 2 weeks ago (29 minutes after post)

Hang in there. That was a great poem :)
I have the same feelings - hopelessness, lonliness, pain, but I find it’s good to talk to someone and let out your emotions, otherwise you’d just about explode. Listen to some positive music(Kerli - Walking On Air) and clear your mind. Maybe it’s time to stop pretending? Admit there’s a problem, come clean, and try to fix your life. You can only go so long on pretence. Stop saying “everything’s okay” and start asking for help otherwise you’re left to suffer with your pain alone. You came to the right place. If you ned anything don’t be afraid to shout me or talk anytime, I can try to help:)
sincerely
xx

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An Unknown Location | 4 months, 2 weeks ago (1 hour, 2 minutes after post)

excellent work..keep it up

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