depression help: why do i feel like this!

bobthebuilder^_^

why do i feel like this!

i should be happy every thing is going ok
but i always feel down and so terribly alone
anyone know whats wrong with me?
:(

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meg_ryan 26 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 3 weeks ago (2 minutes after post)

because of what happened.

Help me with: Sole to eat

bobthebuilder^_^ 10 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 3 weeks ago (16 minutes after post)

no i felt like this before it happened

Help me with: i hate myself

~willard~ 6 #
An Unknown Location | 4 months, 3 weeks ago (23 minutes after post)

I dont know… but when you find out let me know because im having a f***ing shi**y day! I want to cut so bad im surprised the grip of my hand hasnt casued me to bleed yet…..

Help me with: So more news.

bobthebuilder^_^ 10 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 3 weeks ago (28 minutes after post)

i already have today :(

Help me with: i hate myself

~willard~ 6 #
An Unknown Location | 4 months, 3 weeks ago (29 minutes after post)

bobthebuilder{#}^_^ wrote:
i already have today :(

Well dont or you will give me the strenght to do it myself!!! Cutting doesnt solve ANYTHING!!!! It will NEVER be the solution to a problem you have! I know this too but i just cant take all the stress in my life right now!!!!!! I wish i didnt throw my knife away!!!!! UGH!!!

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bobthebuilder^_^ 10 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 3 weeks ago (37 minutes after post)

i threw mine away but i gave in and got another last night :’(
i want to thow it away again but i cant bring myself to do it

Help me with: i hate myself

SpazzySpizzy 47 #
An Unknown Location | 4 months, 3 weeks ago (1 day, 21 hours after post)

i cant seem to throw away my glass and razors either.its comforting to know there here but at the same time it makes it harder to fight the urge.

Help me with: My mom said something today that amused/slightly creeped me out.

bobthebuilder^_^ 10 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 3 weeks ago (1 day, 22 hours after post)

yeah i throw one razor away then the next time i get a big urge im back in the shed getting another :/

Help me with: i hate myself

SpazzySpizzy 47 #
An Unknown Location | 4 months, 3 weeks ago (1 day, 22 hours after post)

yea.i threw everything away once before.i did great for about a week.then something happened and i got really desperate and tore apart a tape dispenser at work so i could take the blade.i hated feeling that way so i decided to just keep everything.for now

Help me with: My mom said something today that amused/slightly creeped me out.

bobthebuilder^_^ 10 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 3 weeks ago (1 day, 22 hours after post)

yeah i got that desperate i used a pair of scissors once :/

Help me with: i hate myself

bobthebuilder^_^ 10 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 2 weeks ago (4 days, 22 hours after post)

ive thown my razor away today
:D

Help me with: i hate myself

SpazzySpizzy 47 #
An Unknown Location | 4 months, 2 weeks ago (4 days, 22 hours after post)

GOOD!!! im sooo proud of you! stay strong.i know you can do it!

Help me with: My mom said something today that amused/slightly creeped me out.

bobthebuilder^_^ 10 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 2 weeks ago (4 days, 23 hours after post)

:D thaaanks spizzy ^____^

Help me with: i hate myself

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