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I’m still in love with my ex…
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I have been with my bf for 4 years now, and we have a 13 mo old daughter… I wake-up every morning just thinking about my life. I don’t regret my daughter or anything. I love him for that but not in love with him. We have never talked about marriage. We always fight and there has never been that spark EVER… I think that he was just that I could talk to. IDK…
My ex and i have been friends for like 8 yrs now, and dated for 2 months in high school. He heard from someone else that I cheated on him, W/O talking to me about it he cheated on me. In fact, i didn’t.
We broke up on good terms like I don’t wanna hate you i liked you better as a friend kinda thing. So we stayed in contact, but my bf doesn’t know…. he knew that I had just broke up with him so he didn’t want me to talk to him… ((that’s bad)) BUT we have never been sexually intimate… we have on other levels just not sexually…
Every time I talk to him he tells me he still loves me. He misses me. and he wants to spend the rest of his life with me. He tells me that he wants to marry me. He tells me that he was young and dumb, and promises me that he will never ever look at another girl… and he says everytime i do i see you… He loves my daughter and wants to have some of our own. He thinks that he can never replace me because I have his heart. I want him in everyway possibly mentally, pyshically, and emotionally. He wants the same from me. We can stay up for hours talking, laughin, and just bein’ us.
As for my bf and I we live together hardly ever speak. There is no spark. No romance. Nothing…
Should I give in living a life with my baby’s father and live the life I don’t want to, yet be a family for my daughter, so she can have a father??
OR
Should I follow my heart and be happy…
He tells me life is too short to be unhappy, because he knows I’m always happy with him.
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