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Im going to kill myself tonight.
Lifes to difficult, no one seems to care how I feel. I’ve tried to relax and be calm. I cant do it anymore, im done. Im sick of people always being happy and feeling this way, my family doesnt even care about me. Im going to kill myself. Im going to hang myself, i already have the rope and the right place to do it in my basement. I plan to take a bottle of pain killers before i do it so i dont wimp out and maybe i will feel less. this is my goodbye.
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I cant take it anymore, no one care about me and my life sucks. Every minute of my life is torcher.
Have a look at these links and call a suicide helpline.
Trust me it wont take more than half an hour and it could help you. Please think about this. It’s not the answer.
http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/
http://www.befrienders.org/
^where do you know no one cares about you? Your friends, your girlfriend/boyfriend?
Life is really tough. Some have it easier than others. If everyone had a peachy life, it would become too mundane. I don’t know if anyone can reply with what you want to hear, because frankly not a single has a magical answer to help you.
I am sure a lot of people would like to hear what is going on–including myself.
Please remember one thing: Suicide is the only thing in life that can never be undone. Once you do it, there is no turning back. That’s why it is always the wrong decision.
Chances are very high that you’re young. You haven’t lived long enough to experience all the world has to offer. Your purpose has not yet been fulfilled. Would you want to die before you know what you’re purpose is in life?
I sure wouldn’t.
You have to break your self destructive style of thinking. You have to think positive and be strong. Take everything out of your life that makes you unhappy and bring more things in your life that make you happy. I can tell you right now when you die you die and thats it. Take advantage of your gift of life and try to turn it into something beautiful. F uck the people who break you down and dont care about you they can screw themselves. Work on healing your spirit and be happy again and bring people in your life that care about you. I suggest spending some time out of the day meditating or actually do it now to clear your mind of all the stress. It will help you to think more clearly about everything. Its the least you can do if you actually plan on taking this gift away from yourself. Take control of your life and steer it in the right direction! Life is beautiful i have been suicidal before and i know what your going through Ive said the same stuff your saying but don’t give up your just going through a hard time.
In Christ alone, Who took on flesh,
Fullness of God in helpless babe!
This gift of love and righteousness,
Scorned by the ones He came to save.
Till on that cross as Jesus died,
The wrath of God was satisfied;
For ev’ry sin on Him was laid—
Here in the death of Christ I live.”
HE died for you. Don’t do it! From lifes first cry to finnal death, jesus loves you, and I try.
Well tell your family first then - it’s only polite. Call them and let them know I’m sure you would want the same courtesy.
Jesus loves YOU. Don’t kill yourself. That is the point of no return…..Your life is worth SO MUCH MORE. Please respond to my post. Also, PLEASE look at all of the posts before this one. There really are people that CARE about your life.
i think you should runaway instead. i know right now it seems like you’ve got nothing going on, but that doesn’t mean good things aren’t waiting for you to stop sitting around. just leave. pack up your things and go. bum money off people, look for beautiful sunsets and make your way to the city you’ve always wanted to see, the beach you’ve wanted to sleep on, or perhaps a random friend out in the world? i could list some beautiful places for you to go. but you need to go. don’t end your life when you haven’t given the spontaneous lifestyle a shot. please? my friend hung himself like a month ago, and it killed so many people. nobody wants to see you die, so make a plan to try. go find something beautiful, and if you can’t … you’ve always got rope. but, i have hope in you. i think beautiful things will find you if you give life another shot.
Remember, you may not see it but there are people out there (and on here) that care.
“Why does your life suck?” wait let me try to ask it differently; what can you do to make yourself feel safe?
Let’s just say no to relaxing for a second, because the last thing we want is for you to die; can you pick up the phone and call 911 or a suicide hotline?
More general stuff: have you tried working out, punching pillows, painting - what kind of ways do you have to express yourself?
yes im talking about the zombie jesus lovers who believe in the retarted god. stop trying to constantly convert people do you see me saying dont believe in God?
sacrator wrote:
yes im talking about the zombie jesus lovers who believe in the retarted god. stop trying to constantly convert people do you see me saying dont believe in God?
I am not, I don’t try to make anyone somthing they don’t want to be. I want them to be happy, and peolpe find different things that make them happy. God makes me happy. But didn’t until * days ago. I finnaly gave all to god 8 days ago, and am glad I did. So please get off my back, but I will pray for you! :)
God might be the answer for you another time, but not right now. Please try the links I sent you, there’s so many hotlines on there, they will definately be able to give you some advice and please read the first link, it really helped me.
Uh oh! Jesus Freak said those words “I will pray for you” like sacrator sounds like that is what he/she was needing in their life uh oh!
people don’t need a god to be happy they need other people who genuinely care without wanting something in return. When you post your just wanting someone to fall in love with Jesus with you to make them feel better. You might want him to not kill him/herself but your not helping your just making people angry that your coming in here bringing in religion.
You can always escape! Punch a wall & leave! I don’t truly & fully believe that this is what you want to do! That will mean 1 less of us to help one-another! Do you really think that this is the only option? Because I don’t. I think you have yet to find what you enjoy best in life! ;) Be adventurous ( In a good WAY) And pack-up all you need, & go to someones house, or maybe you need a change in your surroundings?.. Can you tell me one thing anonymous poster? What exactly drove you to the point of not wanting to return? Pour out your feelings to us.
sacrator wrote:
people don’t need a god to be happy they need other people who genuinely care without wanting something in return. When you post your just wanting someone to fall in love with Jesus with you to make them feel better. You might want him to not kill him/herself but your not helping your just making people angry that your coming in here bringing in religion.
I am not bringing religion, and I am sorry you feel this way. But honestly, not everyone wants somthing in return, like me, I didn’t trust god to go to heaven, I personaly don’t think I will, but I still love and trust my god.
JesusFreak96 wrote:
In Christ alone, Who took on flesh,
Fullness of God in helpless babe!
This gift of love and righteousness,
Scorned by the ones He came to save.
Till on that cross as Jesus died,
The wrath of God was satisfied;
For ev’ry sin on Him was laid—
Here in the death of Christ I live.”HE died for you. Don’t do it! From lifes first cry to finnal death, jesus loves you, and I try.
you call this not bringing in religion? regardless this isnt about you its about him/her I’m tired of talking with you you lack character and need a manual of life in order to be somebody.
So what do you say? I don’t want to waste space… With just this… You have us hanging by a thin rope (probably not the best metaphor), tell us what, is what!
stop having this religion devbate, someone needs our help, and they havnt rplie for a while, am i the only one worried?
alli_clark wrote:
stop having this religion devbate, someone needs our help, and they havnt rplie for a while, am i the only one worried?
NO. I am. I care about this person, but I don’t think they are going to rely.
Satan, in the name of Jesus, I bind you and command you to cease. Every one here is concerned for the life of this person who is sucidial. We will not be distracted by your lies, hate and rage. This person WILL LIVE and not die, to declare the works of the LORD. There is only ONE God, not god and he is still in control.
Much love and respect to every one who is more concerned about a soul living than dying.
No i’m worried as well! scared even! this is a lot to handle!
JesusFreak96 wrote:
alli_clark wrote:
stop having this religion devbate, someone needs our help, and they havnt rplie for a while, am i the only one worried?NO. I am. I care about this person, but I don’t think they are going to rely.
Reply, srry.
Sacrator please refrain from calling people names and using profanity, that kind of behavior will not be tolerated here
i CArE…….yeah i really care …u know why COS I AM IN THE SAME poSiTion
don;t DO it please
show me a sighn that u are still here ………………….please
Please! does anyone know where this persons location? is there any way that we can send help to this person?
yeah if the admin can get his ip address you can have someone find him
YEAH THAT’S WHAT WE NEED! IS ANYONE on here a person that help made this, or works for this site?!!! If we report this add… Do you think that they’ll be able to do anything? COME ON EVERYBODY! THINK!
idiot.debi wrote:
i CArE…….yeah i really care …u know why COS I AM IN THE SAME poSiTion
don;t DO it please
Talk to us, what’s wrong?
well if the site documents the ip of the person who posted it you could trace it and it would show you the hosting company the provides internet. You could then call the police in the area then have them contact the hosting company saying whats happening and they would give the address of the customer with that ip address
i am just passing some dificult time….doesn’t matter…that meaters is this PerSon….
i want form her some sigh that she didn’t do it :/ . . it’s not worth giving your life so easy……
IDK! Does ANYONE know how to do this? We’re in the middle of saving a life! I think that, the website should automatically do that when they receive posts like this!
*nod* agree, I’m hoping the anon poster does give somekind of sign of life.
I hope the times you’re going trough aren’t to rough on you Debi, and it does matter - you are a person too.
Why? You know what you are DAnI? A hypocrite! One moment you say we won’t tolerate fowl language! And another you say that we should move on! GIVE UP! ON A LIFE THAT NEEDS SAVING? WOW! We will not tolerate YOU!
L.J wrote:
Why? You know what you are DAnI? A hypocrite! One moment you say we won’t tolerate fowl language! And another you say that we should move on! GIVE UP! ON A LIFE THAT NEEDS SAVING? WOW! We will not tolerate YOU!
uh, huh
is this person still here…………………………………………
Oh well! EVERYONE just IGNORE & FORGET ABOUT DAnI! Anyway, I wonder what time zone they’re in? So has anyone figured out how to contact the website?
I am a Moderator here and you all mentioned a admin should check the ip….i’m not a admin, but i checked the IP and my opinion is move on from this post…..
view/updates/subscriptions
was it posted through a proxy server? Do you have experience in tracing ip’s?
L.J wrote:
Oh well! EVERYONE just IGNORE & FORGET ABOUT DAnI! Anyway, I wonder what time zone they’re in? So has anyone figured out how to contact the website?
What in the world is your problem?
I think that she’s knows something that we don’t. Thank-you sacrator!
Thanks for your assistane DAnI. Sounds like the devil up to his usually tricks…..Good night all.
My problem is that you haven’t any faith. I didn’t come here to argue! I came here to help. So do you know if it was posted through a proxy server or not? Can you reveal the location?
if you want to call the company in charge of the site i believe this is there phone number: +14153442000
Dani, if you have any information on the poster it would be very helpful, and/ or set our minds at ease and/ or ncourage us to move on
I don’t have a phone right now. But can ANYONE PLEASE call it? Thank-you sacrator! I think you may have just saved a life!
the poster is from canada and has 5 other account’s
faith for a prankster? nah pass
can you ban them?
Maybe, they think that they are going to get kicked off for writing this or something?!. Can you do anything? Write to them and tell them that you are going to have ‘THE HELP’ Come over IMMEDIATELY!!! If they DON’T FESS-UP! Bc if they are then that is MESSED-UP!
The question is, do they have a history writing these kind of things?
does somebody has any information about this person?
plz don’t ur a child of god and god loves u! plz don’t
ily.
im about to kill my self and i dont care i cant go no where cause my dad say you [you cant go no where with your hair looking like that] he left me at home and im starving and its always me that gets yelled at and always got to do some ones work.i hate my self cause of my hair i wish i was older so i can do what ever i want. i tierd of getting bossed around why dont people leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im 10 years old and im about to kill my self i right death notes every time cause people always say something about me im tierd of it and i dont care any more about my self!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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