Apparently i was supposed to have noticed this years ago.
Apparently i’m blind to my own feelings. Obviously, I NEED HELP!!! I have feelings for my best friend. He’s amazing. I guess a few friends of mine had guessed that one day i would wake up and realize “OMG, i have a major thing for my best friend”. I wish someone would have told me this!! Actaually, they probably did and i probably ignored them, or told them that they were ridiculous and embarassing themselves. I’m the embarassed one now. I feel terrible about the way i feel. It feels wrong to have more than platonic thoughts about him and i kinda wish i wasn’t thinking about him differently. I wanna take a chance on him, but i’m so terrified to. If i ever lost him as a friend it would break my heart and i don’t think that i would recover from the blow completely, or if i did it wouldn’t be for a very long time. He’s so precious to me, so very precious, i need a little help, and probably someone to just talk to. I’m going insane by myself. Being alone is my worst enemy right now…i’m thinking about him way to much and that makes me feel a little sick, good/ bad sick…if that’s possible.
PLZ help me…any little bit of help would be wonderful. Thank you.
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