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f **** ALL OF THIS, IM f ****** DONE…
Nothing ever goes right and people disgust me so much that i cant feel my own body because im so ******* sick with there Bull s ****
**** ME, **** YOU, **** IT ALL
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f**k indeed. I felt like that the other day! wassup?
Yeah, let us help.
maybe just writing that down was therapy enough?
well everything has just been winding down in life latley, but just recently some ***** who i thought we had a little thing going just ****** my best friend after leading me on like crazy… i really liked this *****, then she meets my friend for the first time and they ****…. Gotta love life… btw im not some pervert or anything i only get with people who i have respect for
Yes, a lot of times it is.
to hell with that *****, she’s just not what you really seem to respect any ******* more apparently so what the **** do you care… have your favorite meal and drink and have a wonderful day… or 10, in the honor of getting rid of her and your lousy friend who didn’t mind stabbing you in the butt… soon enough you’ll be so busy having good days you won’t really remember how mad you were or why you were ever so mad. GL
littlenick wrote:
Life is a b****h!
And sometimes you meet a girl who is one too!
well, maybe she didnt mean to screw you over…
i heard them ******* in my house…. and it hurt so much.. ive never felt so empty inside… and of course they tried to play it off like nothing happend… ughh I donno wat to do with myself… if you people only knew my luck with women… ive been told im a nice attractive guy and everytime i find somebody some bizarre **** always happens…ive made “love” once this whole year…. and to be honest im falling apart. i would never kill myself but i just am losing my will to live. ive lost interest in my hobbies, all this ****, my body and mind are slipping just because ******* women… i kno its all in my head I dont NEED them but, everytime i try to forget about them and move on, they come back and tear me up again. they tease me and i start feeling great cause you know its looking good, then bam like that some bs happens and im destroyed all over again
I think you need a vacation man. Love will come when you least expect it, I’m speaking from experience here. Trust me, the best of times will come when you really least expect it. And there is a plus to falling, now you know how far you have to go up. You know how happy you can be.
i know what you wanna say, yea im still young, but i feel left out… all my friends have gfs and yea maybe its immature of me, but since I was a kid all i ever wanted was to love somebody just once even if it didnt last long, but i donno its not just this, its my life surrounding i just focus on this to keep my mind off other problems
yea im in my early 20ies and i didnt lose my parents but both of them are always so depressed that i just want to avoid them of course i love them, but i dont need somebody else bringing me down too
i dont think thats a problem, my parents are stressful but i could give less a **** if they told me they love me… it wouldnt change anything
It’s about the b**** wh f-ed his friend not his monm and dad… Did you ask her out? Ever bother to tell you how you felt about her? Some girls act like they like you for a while and if you don’t respond they f your friend just to let you know what you could have had.
personally i think ive just become ****** up in the head, not mentally or anything just depressivly… i cant seem to get over it, i dont think ive gone a whole day without feeling depressed about something. ive tried anything I can think of, but at times i just cant control my thoughts i donno what to do with myself… Im just so all over the place rite now, im afraid, the world has become rotten to me i donno ive been stabbed too many times, i donno how much longer i can put up with this, i wanna wipe my brain clean and start over again
beenhurtingfo wrote:
i dont think thats a problem, my parents are stressful but i could give less a **** if they told me they love me… it wouldnt change anything
See that’s an attitude that you need to change. You need to care about something. Starting with your parents.
i know your trying to help but i really dont feel like talking about my parents, i love them to death but they are just a big mess listen i appreciate your advice but my parentel situation is way to complicated, it would take me a long time to explain whats wrong with my parents.
i try to look at the bright side of everything, honestly im really good at it in most cases, but back to my original statment, is that women are my weakness too much so i would say but theres nothing i can do i cant get over the pain they seem to bring in my life
I’m sorry you don’t see the relationship. But, OK. I think you’re right. And as long as women are your “weakness,” as you so succinctly put it, it will never stop. You need to find something else and actually quit making women your priority. I think the women you meet see that weakness in you and are either turned off by it or take advantange of it and they end up leaving you or not caring for you.
it’s obvious you just haven’t found the right woman.
yea thx for talking through this with me everybody… i just had to get it out there, i feel a little less terrible
Jsut wanted to say, this happened to me too only I’d been dating the person in question for over a year. He f***** my best friend. I was in my thirties at the time. It feels like sh*t and you hurt for a while and it takes it’s toll on everything in your life. But thank f***** it does pass and one day you realise actually you’re not the one who should be feeling sh*t it’s them because they are sh*t. I listened to lots of music, from angry to sad, it was the best therapy I could have had. F***** them. Now i’m onto the next ripple and more sh*t is happening but this time I feel stronger, this time, I’m keeping the rest of my life afloat and taking the time to appreciate the things I still love.
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