depression help: I have been going through more than any one person is supposed to.

ravie12_0

I have been going through more than any one person is supposed to.

Just seems to keep getting worst. Whenever I think it might get better now it doesn’t. I lost my boyfriend cuz we are not allowed to be together. I lost the school of my dreams bcuz I can no longer afford it. I do not where I am going to go and what I am going to do. I am constantly depressed and have no one to talk to. I was one antidepressants but my dad threw them away bcuz he says they are bad. My question is what do you do when you no longer want to live but are afraid to die?

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An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 2 weeks ago (16 minutes after post)

Before i go any further, i would like to know how old you are?

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littlenick 152 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 2 weeks ago (18 minutes after post)

Yes. How old are you?

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ravie12_0 0 #
An Unknown Location | 4 months, 2 weeks ago (21 minutes after post)

I am 18

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littlenick 152 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 2 weeks ago (21 minutes after post)

If you’re 18, you can be with your boyfriend. You’re a freaking adult!

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☆ 561 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 2 weeks ago (23 minutes after post)

Okay, here are some questions:

1. why were you not allowed to be with your guy? was he someone your parents think you should not go with?

2. you are 18, have you searched for jobs that might allow you to study at the same time? i was working while i was studying, maybe you could do thesame?

3. what about friends, don’t you have some?

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An Unknown Location | 4 months, 2 weeks ago (24 minutes after post)

If i choose to be with my boyfriend, my father will disown me and isolate me from my brothers and sisters. I am not from this country and all my family members are back home. I may never see them again if my dad kicks me out and never talks to me again.

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☆ 561 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 2 weeks ago (24 minutes after post)

Would you tell me the reason why he would disown you?

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littlenick 152 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 2 weeks ago (26 minutes after post)

You’re an adult!

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ravie12_0 0 #
An Unknown Location | 4 months, 2 weeks ago (27 minutes after post)

I am not allowed to be with the guy bcuz he is white and bcuz i’m apparently too young and will make bad decisions. I do have a job but it will not be enough without loans. I already have so many loans, I can’t handle anymore. And about friends, my dad always told me I dont need any, so the few I have are not close enough to talk to about such things.

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An Unknown Location | 4 months, 2 weeks ago (32 minutes after post)

Yes I am an adult. An adult who was told she doesn’t need and should stay away from friends since she was young. Who has no one to take her in if she needed and who has bee searching hopelessly for a job. I just turned 18 recently so forgive me if i’m a little naive

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littlenick 152 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 2 weeks ago (33 minutes after post)

You’re ready to go and fly on your own. Find a way!

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☆ 561 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 2 weeks ago (45 minutes after post)

Show your parents you can make good decisions. I don’t think him being white is the main problem here, your family might have seen you are making decisions out on your own, forgetting your lineage/culture on making decisions.

Hang in there, find a job that is worth your time and go back to school when you have enough money.

Could you say that you have been with friends who can be trusted?

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