I feel like I’ve hit rock bottom, and no one’s there for me.

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I feel like I’ve hit rock bottom, and no one’s there for me.

I lost my best friend a couple months ago, and she’s really the only one I can cry my eyes out in front of. All my other friends know me as this happy, funny, excited girl who’s always the one to look at the positive side. Earlier, my mum and I were screaming at each other then she told me to go away, so I went into my room and she followed me in there screaming more. I now find myself sitting in the 1 room we have upstairs sniffling. I forgot how good it felt to let out a good cry. Now all I have is my cat, the TV, and The Killers playing on my iTunes. I wish I could go to one of my friends and tell them all of this, but I think they’ll be scared. The only one I could go to has dissapeared out of my life. I’m only 14, so I’m sure I’ll go through worse things, but right now I feel like s***. I just wanna stay up in this room forever and not go back down to face my parents. They don’t think I care about anything that I do, when I DO care.
If it’s like this when I’m so young, I can’t wait to see what I’ll have in store when I grow up.

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rose1980 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 9 months ago (18 minutes after post)

It’s ok to be alone and cry. As for your other friends, I’m sure there is one that you can confide in when times get tough. Try to open up to a new friend. I know the friend that you lost can not be replaced, but you need to try and trust someone to talk to. Give it time. Thing will work out and be better for you.

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An Unknown Location | 2 years, 9 months ago (41 minutes after post)

You are so young and have many more challenges ahead of you, but don’t forget that the 2 people that brought you into the world are the ones that love you the most. Open up to them and tell them how you are feeling. It may be the hardest thing to do at this point in your life, but you may reap some wonderful rewards.

I lost my father at age 16, at a time where he was my best friend. I thought I would never be able to survive that loss, but years have passed, and I’m still here, much stronger than ever. I guess my point is, sometimes we suffer losses that hurt so much, but make us stronger, so that we can face the challenges that lie ahead. Make new friends, but never forget the value of having good parents to turn to when you need them the most. Hang in there.

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An Unknown Location | 2 years, 9 months ago (47 minutes after post)

Hi 14 year old, Please don’t be depressed over this. Most young people think that parents are clueless…they maybe to some of the things going on in todays younger society. But remember, they were once your age. I am so sorry for the loss of your best friend. I have a best friend also and I only pray that I die before she does:>) I can’t imagine life without her, but remember that life goes on. Always remember the good things about your relationship and the fun you two had together. Try to talk to your parents about the way you feel, you might be very surprised to find that they too are trying to find out how to talk with you also. You might even try talking to one of your parents friends, that you may have a good rapport with. If I were your parents I would rather you speak with someone than to keep your emotions all bottled up inside. Try it!, what do you have to loose?

A concerned Citizen in Maryland

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