I am having a really hard time getting over my past.

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I am having a really hard time getting over my past.

In the past I spoke to no one my senior year at school and I went to a tech school and concentrated on that. Once I graduated I was confused. I felt like a loser in school because I was not concentration at all on regular school. Once I graduated I went off to college and then came back to my home town and felt like I did not belong. I felt very insecure and I avoided all places where I would run into people from school. I moved out of the town but I felt like I never ever belonged anywhere. I only moved to a few towns over. I kept moving around trying to find my place. I finally moved to Florida and it keeps going over in my head about the past. I know I cant change it. I just feel like everyone knows people they grew up with and I really dont anymore. I am trying to move on but my mind keeps going over what I cannot change anymore. I feel like I missed out on my youth. Please help.

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An Unknown Location | 4 months ago (5 minutes after post)

oh, yea..that really hurts a lot!!
Skl and college life are something much wonderful ..something many things to enjoy,
But, eventhough you missed , it does mean your happiness has been ended. No matter wahat you can’t change the past. You need to move on. Hope and believe you can live a life much more happier in the following fays from now on. Find some friends, hang out and enjoy. You can always find happiness. you just need to find it.
And abt your past, its hard to forget, but you can, once you starting enjoying your life. Just remember, you can find happiness anywhere , anytime…you just got to make your head straight!!

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An Unknown Location | 4 months ago (6 minutes after post)

you are spending too much present time focusing on something that cannot be changed. try focusing on today and tomorrow and what you can do to change your reality into what you want. friends are always around… you just have to be open to meeting them. what has happened in the past just is what is it… and it was what you needed at the time. i think you are learning now that you need more in life… and you are totally in control of that. take control of your present moments… and relax. life can be wonderful… and its the journey to finding it that makes living life worth it.

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