i have a big dream of becoming great but there are a lot of obstacles.
my father is heavily indebted that he told me that he might be able to pay my last school fees to graduate in the university, i hate myself i hate to see myself in the mirror because i feel i am so ugly i feel like an ugly duckling. i always find myself in the wrong environment everytime in the wrong place, people, belief,thoughts and all. my father was once okay financially, but now zero, imagine suffering when you have once had. at age 22 i have never had a relationship with the opposite sex because i hate myself how will i like another person? i now hawk fried peas to make sure my family eats. at my age my dad still beats my mother and i due to his present frustration. i have never had pocket money and can’t remember when last my hair was done. the bank my father owns have giving us an ultimatum of next month to send us out of our only shelter. i am not even allowed to visit a friend, please my hope of becoming great and helping others suffering is dying, i need HELP.
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