life help: I hate what i’ve become. - Help.com

Sorry i drift when im thinking, i dont know why i even posted this.

If you can’t remember what you’re talking about, just read back over your post. So, do you want to talk about the owl, or your situation with not having anything of value?

trust me i spent and hour re-reading what i was talking about and i just dont care about anything or anyone really.

Anonymous wrote:
trust me i spent and hour re-reading what i was talking about and i just dont care about anything or anyone really.

So, you don’t want to talk? I’m all ears.

Keep yourself busy get a pet and help around the house. you will not find time to think things which you cant remember

uddipaya wrote:
Keep yourself busy get a pet and help around the house. you will not find time to think things which you cant remember

That’s great advise uddipaya. A pet always helps the loneliness. And it will keep him busy that’s for sure.

youre 16. lot of people feel like the world is ending at 16. in actual fact, its not. at all. not even close.youll be fine.

I didnt say i thought the world was ending

yes.im aware of that. that you for pointing out the fact that i made an exaggeration to prove a point.
look if you think youre depressed, go to a doctor.
otherwise, life at your age is full of ups and downs, doubts and fears. its normal, everyone goes through it, as you age you will find it resolves itself.
badda bing, badda boom.

That has beent he answer iv gotten from everyone since i was 11, “Oh! its just your age it will all blow over with time”, I just love being told that jem. I have been hurting myself since i can remember, I used to rub icy hot all over myself becuse i liked the burn and put staples in my skin, that was when i was seven. NO ONE knows what happened to me when i was a child, exept for my brother but hes all but buried it by now and my mom says nothing happened. I dont know I guess she was trying to protect my brother from my dad and i still dont know how they could just make a moster then throw me in the cage with it and close thier eyes to what happened. Years of hell and screaming and denial from my parents has left me absolutly numb. We all just keep quiet, never bringing up the past and pretending that we all dont hate eachother. Well i guess everthing heals in time + I would never tell anyone this… these are my biggest demons and it makes my head hurt just thinking about it. This is the first time i have ever said anything about it and thats becuse Its anonymous.

Everyone of us has our painfull past and just becuse im so young it doesnt mean i think im the center of the world or that everyone should pitty me bucuse im just writeing this to remember why im so angry. Please dont hate me, i just needed to get that out somewere.

wow i feel so stupid for saying all that =/

Anonymous wrote:
wow i feel so stupid for saying all that =/

The best advise I can give you is never give up talking about it. Just because your family is in denial doesn’t mean you have to be. The best therapy is “Talk”. Come back and put up another post just to let us know how you’re feeling.