i feel like part of my brain is not active.
no i am not talking about some i wish i was different/better/happier oh i have to emo my veins. my brain is quite litterally not active.
i went to a doctor a few days back, stuck me to a few electro monitors, injected me with radiation and put me in anj mri for six hours (it was part of the requirements for my new job) and they found that while awake i use about 3% of my brain (as apposed to the normal 10%) but while sleeping the moment i hit the delta waves or rem (rapid eye movement) it jumps to 30% (as apposed to the normal 15) and does not even remotely remain localized like it should.
i have no problem with this, i am not the least bit sad, but while i am awake i can litterally feel the inactive part of my brain, normally on the crown and the frontal lobe, the way i know that it is inactive is that i am very sensitive to electricity, even in the jesture to move my arms to type i feel something akin to the tingling sensation from a sleeping limb running down my arms, same with the pulses coming from the brain to heart and thyroids but i almost never feel those same pulses running up to the top of my head, and the mri reconfirmed it, while awake no activity.
now i have doctors for this, i am not looking for speculation for the cause, but the doctors are oblivious and pouring money into trying to find an explination for my bosses (they are going to hire me reguardless, it is insurance questions) and i have found nothing on research about this other than stemming from drug induced brain damage, and i am about as stright an arrow as you could find, the closest thing to a drug i have in my body is turkey meat puting me to sleep.
now the reason i bring this up is simple, i want to know if there are other people who have a sinsation similar to dead weight brain cells on a daily basis.
i am not looking for medical exactness or emotional surges of feeling like you are not living up to there potential, i am talking about the actual physicial sensation that most of your brain is inactive (which technically it is give 90% is not working, 97% for me) but also that it FEELS inactive.
ok my rant is done, if you do not understand what i am talking about then dont worry, something tells me that me talking about this is like explaining what sweet is to cats, but if you have any input or question, i would like to hear them
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