I’m SICK AND TIRED OF MY FAMILY BUT I DO LOVE THEM
its just hard for anyone to understand what I mean unless I explained everything but I will only explain a little. I’m lost. I don’t know where to go from here. I don’t know what else to do about it either. But I am so sick and tired of my family always nagging at me to do something with my life or nag at me about other things in my life. Some days I just want to tell them why dont you stop worrying about my own dang life and let me worry about mine. But I could never hurt them like that but I am tired of feeling like a failure and never feeling like I can measure up to what my siblings have accomplished. Life sucks I know. I also know its not fair but why does it have to be so painful I guess the answer is to learn from it. But i’ve tried learning from it all and I’m still back to square one. Living with my parents no job and no future. I’m tired and just want to get on with my life in a better place but how can i do that if I dont have a way to move on. I’ve gone to college but it wasnt finished I failed and gave up came home and never went back. Ive always had learning disabilitys holding me back and my family treating me like I cant do better makes it a whole lot harder to believe in myself. I know I could do better but I dont think college is the way to go for me. I want to be an actress or writer someday and I cant seem to get where I need to be to start that life. I dont have the tools but I know what I want to do. Its just finding the way that is hard for me to do. Any advice?
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