Love help: Lately I have a gnawing feeling all the time, like nothing feels right. - Help.com

Last year I moved to another country for work. Eight months later the job finished because of the global credit crisis. While this was happening I met a women who I had lots in common with and we fell for each other & everything seemed great. I stayed in the country to be with her to get to know her and we got married. I then sank into depression. Slowly I have come out of it and she has stood by me.
Lately I have a gnawing feeling all the time, like nothing feels right. It is quite horrible and disconcerting. I’m not sure if I’m totally off track or if I’m in unfamiliar territory. I suppose if I’m in unfamiliar territory nothing would feel right as I’m on the edge of new ground and everything would feel - not quite right.
It’s a confusing feeling and is very uncomfortable!
I am also unsure if I am still in Love with her.
I feel fondness and caring but not Love. Most of the time I feel like going home (back to my country) but am afraid of making another bad move. Perhaps time will help resolve things, but I have been feeling these things for a few months.

Last year I moved to another country for work. Eight months later the job finished because of the global credit crisis. While this was happening I met a women who I had lots in common with and we fell for each other & everything seemed great. I stayed in the country to be with her to get to know her and we got married. I then sank into depression. Slowly I have come out of it and she has stood by me.
Lately I have a gnawing feeling all the time, like nothing feels right. It is quite horrible and disconcerting. I’m not sure if I’m totally off track or if I’m in unfamiliar territory. I suppose if I’m in unfamiliar territory nothing would feel right as I’m on the edge of new ground and everything would feel - not quite right.
It’s a confusing feeling and is very uncomfortable!
I am also unsure if I am still in Love with her.
I feel fondness and caring but not Love. Most of the time I feel like going home (back to my country) but am afraid of making another bad move. Perhaps time will help resolve things, but I have been feeling these things for a few months. My direction in life is very unclear. (I’m 43)