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Something is wrong with me.
I sleep 10-12 hours a day. When I become sleepy, I sleep. I have lost the mood to see my friends. I have lost my interest in almost anything. I just don’t answer the door, nor the phone. Most of the day I don’t have the mood to do anything, not even eat. Today for example I haven’t eaten, I am not hungry, if I think of food, I just feel repulsion. I am always extremely tired, and sleepy. I have clearer moments like this one when I know something is wrong with me but most of the day I am just a careless vegetable… I have been at my doctor, she said phisically nothing is wrong, I must be mentally exhausted, but that’s it I don’t think I am. I work but in this month I am on my holiday… Besides, I was very sociable but now when around people I just can’t think out what to say. Even my girlfriend noticed something is wrong and as usually she made it sound all about herself. And before you ask me if I have some sort of problems, which could cause depression or something, yeah my financials aren’t great, I do have problems like everybody else, but nothing I can’t handle… Before the Mood gets me again, I would like to know, has anyone ever heard of something like that? Should I see a shrink? What should I tell him/her? For three weeks now normally I get up, do nothing, go back to sleep, I keep contact only with girlfriend whom I love, but I would like even her to leave me alone for a few days… She bothers me with her attitude, she says I have changed etc… I think I started going mad. Usually I like my job, today I dreamt I have to go to work, and yet I didn’t move a finger… It’s like if something is controlling me from thinking clearly most of the day…
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