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I hate this.

I want to die. Im not going to kill myself, because what the hell kind of situation will that improve? Just screw everything up more for everyone else.

But Jesus Christ wouldnt it just be easier on everyone if I wasnt here?

And that is rhetorical.

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I hate this.

I want to die. Im not going to kill myself, because what the hell kind of situation will that improve? Just screw everything up more for everyone else.

But Jesus Christ wouldnt it just be easier on everyone if I wasnt here?

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helpp offline Verified User (2 years, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 3 months, 3 weeks ago (2 minutes after post)

What do you hate particularly?

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Ashlo offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 3 months, 3 weeks ago (2 minutes after post)

You just told us that it would make it worse…

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PheeGee offline Verified User (10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 134 #
An Unknown Location | 3 months, 3 weeks ago (5 minutes after post)

helpp wrote:
What do you hate particularly?

Right now, everything. My family matter to me, so do my friends. But other than that everything. I hate that I just seem to be making their lives worse for them.

Ashlo I meant if I never had existed, not if I killed myself.

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Ashlo offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 3 months, 3 weeks ago (11 minutes after post)

Right, my badness. I believe that too

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Ashlo offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 3 months, 3 weeks ago (11 minutes after post)

(For me, not you)

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helpp offline Verified User (2 years, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 3 months, 3 weeks ago (13 minutes after post)

PheeGee wrote:
Right now, everything. My family matter to me, so do my friends. But other than that everything. I hate that I just seem to be making their lives worse for them.

Ashlo I meant if I never had existed, not if I killed myself.

Has anyone said that you seem to be making their lives worst, or is that just what you’re thinking?

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PheeGee offline Verified User (10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 134 #
An Unknown Location | 3 months, 3 weeks ago (15 minutes after post)

Well, seeing my mother cry over me, hearing my best friend saying the only thing getting in her way right now is a problem with me, no one has said it in specific but its clear

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helpp offline Verified User (2 years, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 3 months, 3 weeks ago (24 minutes after post)

PheeGee wrote:
Well, seeing my mother cry over me, hearing my best friend saying the only thing getting in her way right now is a problem with me, no one has said it in specific but its clear

Sometimes, the little things can be be blown out of proportion by our minds. Maybe if you had a conversation with the said people, it may put your mind at ease, and you can work out what’s wrong.

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usurper offline Verified User (7 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 months, 3 weeks ago (2 hours, 10 minutes after post)

PheeGee wrote:
Well, seeing my mother cry over me, hearing my best friend saying the only thing getting in her way right now is a problem with me, no one has said it in specific but its clear

No it isn’t clear - you’re jumping to conclusions because pessimism is a hell of a lot easier than being positive.

Stand up for yourself - why is your mum crying over you? What problem does your friend have with you?

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