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I think here is your place. Some of us aren’t professional others are. Why don’t you try here.
Why are you so angry?
Usually if you want professional help, they require you to pay.
Plus, talking about it in real life, like to a real person, could be better.
But as Nick said, you could always try us…(:
Have you had a fairly normal way of growing up? Might seem like a random question but it’s important to know the history…
blue_ice24 wrote:
Usually if you want professional help, they require you to pay.
Plus, talking about it in real life, like to a real person, could be better.
But as Nick said, you could always try us…(:
Have you had a fairly normal way of growing up? Might seem like a random question but it’s important to know the history…
well no long story short my father doesnt love me, he told me tat straight up, and i tryied living with my mother (who hates my father so much she tryies to use me as a weapon against him), but after going to court for 10 years they forced me to live with my father, he would get drunk and beat me but one day my brother stood mup for me and beat my father and he went to jail… now he is in the army, but i can tell he isnt happy and that makes me feel bad for him, because of me i ruined his life…
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Yeah, okay, that’s a bit of a problem…not exactly what I’d call a typical way of growing up.
That’s probably the “root” of your problems, if you will, simply that background. I really don’t know what I can do in terms of trying to make you feel better and not as angry and stuff, I think you need a therapist/counselor for that kind of thing (even though I think a lot of modern-day psychology is complete bs…hahaha). But yeah, that would explain the WHY–
it’s kind of like history. If you study the past and how everything developed you understand why things are the way they are nowadays.
Okay, I know that didn’t help at ALL hahaha but I really think you need a therapy in terms of “curing” this anger, depression, and all the other things you described.
I guess you could do some “therapy” on yourself…I find that sometimes just going outside, sitting where it’s quiet and calm, like under a tree or something, and just breathing and admiring the beauty of nature and stuff…sounds SUPER hippie-ish (not that I am, but yeah it kinda does, doesn’t it?) but it’s actually quite relaxing and it might relieve some stress a little.
Wish I could be of more help =/
p.s.
count the stars too.
I don’t know if you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, but if you do that could be something nice to share–just relaxing and looking at the stars. If you’re doing it alone, sometimes you feel like you wish you could share it with someone, but sometimes it’s also peaceful being alone.
littlenick wrote:
I think here is your place. Some of us aren’t professional others are. Why don’t you try here.
Why are you so angry?
thank you,
i think i might be angrey because last november i had a girlfriend (ya another one of these stories) but we were very clkose friends before, and we broke up and we both still liked eachother but one night she called me up at 3 in the morning and i was really tired but she was drunk and crying and saying how sorry she was but i all i did was tell her that i was tired… and a couple of hours later her parents called me telling me that she killed herself, and i was the last person that she talked to… so after i felt that because of me she died, i could have saved her but i didnt… and i didnt think that i deserved to live so i tryied killing myself a coupple of times, so i tried talking to my best friend but she told me that i was too depressing to hang around and that i should just get over it… the only person that i could trust to understand ewhat i was going through didnt was to talk to me, and then i dont know what happened to me i just snapped or something, because all i see in people is evilness, and the people who arnt are punished, and i hate everything even me because i was one of those selfish people…
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blue_ice24 wrote:
Yeah, okay, that’s a bit of a problem…not exactly what I’d call a typical way of growing up.
That’s probably the “root” of your problems, if you will, simply that background. I really don’t know what I can do in terms of trying to make you feel better and not as angry and stuff, I think you need a therapist/counselor for that kind of thing (even though I think a lot of modern-day psychology is complete bs…hahaha). But yeah, that would explain the WHY–
it’s kind of like history. If you study the past and how everything developed you understand why things are the way they are nowadays.
Okay, I know that didn’t help at ALL hahaha but I really think you need a therapy in terms of “curing” this anger, depression, and all the other things you described.
I guess you could do some “therapy” on yourself…I find that sometimes just going outside, sitting where it’s quiet and calm, like under a tree or something, and just breathing and admiring the beauty of nature and stuff…sounds SUPER hippie-ish (not that I am, but yeah it kinda does, doesn’t it?) but it’s actually quite relaxing and it might relieve some stress a little.
Wish I could be of more help =/
thank you i actually feel a little better just talking about it, not used to it
but the problem is that during court i was forced to go to see a camily therapist but everyhting i said was twisted around to make my father seem like some kind of hero, so i cant trust them in person they cant know who i am, and even now im underage so i cant affored a therapist, i cant go to my father and my mother is poor and i dont want her to worry about me, she wont look at me the same way
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heloocanyousayh wrote:
thank you i actually feel a little better just talking about it, not used to it
but the problem is that during court i was forced to go to see a camily therapist but everyhting i said was twisted around to make my father seem like some kind of hero, so i cant trust them in person they cant know who i am, and even now im underage so i cant affored a therapist, i cant go to my father and my mother is poor and i dont want her to worry about me, she wont look at me the same way
Ahh ok.
I actually get you because I can’t afford to go into therapy either, I’m underage, and I probably wouldn’t be looked at the same…
Hmm if you can’t have therapy…um hmm I really don’t know how to solve your issues. However if you want to talk about it more with me feel free to let me know, I think that I’m pretty good when it comes to people wanting/needing to talk to me, just to vent on me or whatever.
p.s.
it’s still me, “blue_ice24.” just changed my username.
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p.s.
it’s still me, “blue_ice24.” just changed my username.
ok thanks, should i add you as a friend or something? haha i really dont know how to do this…
Haha yeah, sure, I actually haven’t added anyone as a friend before but just click the little person with a plus sign… ^ there somewhere
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