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This is a great place to get some moral support. Lots of people here are going through hard times, or have gone through them in the past. But if you aren’t already getting professional help, you seriously need to see a therapist and possibly a psychiatrist. Our brains are organs that get sick just like other parts of our bodies. You need a doctor to treat this problem. There are tangible ways in which one can help.

younglostlife2 wrote:
well nobody cares doctors or anyone i tried to get help years ago but know it is far worse i told a hospital doctor i was hearing voices he said its normal and left never suggested help iwas shocked and know i know why i am worthless to help i will never be anybody inportint or anything so why help a worthless person

That’s pretty shocking that a doctor would say that, but I guess it happens. So, are you just going to give up on getting psychiatric help because some careless, selfish doctor wouldn’t take the time to guide you in the right direction? Going to give up because some family members or crappy friends didn’t come through for you?

Listen to this. You need to hear this.

You have to find a way to get real, psychiatric help, and you have to make it happen yourself. It’s your life. No one is going to hold your hand or make the appointment for you. You have to care about your life if you want it to change.

Second, yes there are jerks in the world, it’s teaming with them, but there are also good people. Find some.

Third, no human being is worthless. So long as you are breathing there is hope for you.

Do you have any family members that you can talk to about this?

Sans is right. You can lead a horse to water but you cannot make him drink. You need to find help. You ARE NOT worthless either!

The doctor was wrong. That happens. But you need to find another one right away. You need a licensed psychiatrist who can listen to everything you’re saying, and start finding solutions.

You’re not worthless, and you’re not helpless or hopeless. But you do need to follow through and make sure you take care of this as soon as possible. It will only get worse if you try to ignore it or try to fix it with substandard means.

how did you get those dark thoughts? take note of what kind of music or stuff you listen or see. sometimes what we choose to hear or see would affect our behavior. in addition, you are so not worthless. you were created for good purpose and god loves you. i had those kind of bad dreams before and it was hard for me to sleep. then i started reading bible and prayed and i had better peace than before. sometimes i still have bad dreams, but not as bad as before. try reading psalm 23, it worked for me.

Dude, keep trying to see the doc, in the mean time, try video games like hellgate; London, oblivion, or Diablo 2, they may be a good vent to some of your less appreciated thoughts.

i really do think you should get more opinions (from psychologists/ doctors) about this. this can lead to really serious stuff that should not happen

Hey man, trust me on this one. I know someone just like you, and they were fine…AFTER they went to a doctor. You just need to go to a psychologist, and I promise you’ll be fine.

Definatly get other opinions and try dif options,like mental health services ,they may direct you to appropriate healing centres ,hospital docs can be cold and unprofessional to say the very least at times,just like any big business ,you need someone, thats obvious,have you tried writing out your problems sometimes you see the answer in front of you when you slow things down enough to relect unpressured,verbally trying to express problems in a limited state can be pointless at times ,you are sick and you sound as though like everyone owes you for your sanity, but you have control of your own body, mind ,actions,maybe you need a break from your surroundings ,family?can you take a holiday get away from your immediate situation,fresh air and new opportunities arise when you take control of you life ,and seek new ways to dircet you will for the good of all not just self ,opprortunity knocks but only on doors that are presenting themselves ,at 20 you have a wonderful chance to correct this mess before you corode and destroy all hope of ,come on man find the strength ,the will power take charge of this soul warfare and command the self into action and victory ,i believe you can fix this yourself ,prioritise your life and start making an effort to improve your external pressure before the outside swallows the inward, crushes your internal house,you are the master here ,no one else,the mind can become ill ,lacking certain vitamins and stimula.just as any other organ or part of the body,now being the mental in sickness,mind must rule over matter not vice versa ,take a break from yourself and just be yourself! not what everyone is expecting of you ,dont prove them right,or prove em wrong ,just be you, the rest will be added as sure as the morning sun illuminates the luna vigil,overcome this self destructive thinking,death cannot solve a da mn thing,this is your problem ,deal with it just like any other ,get on top of your game,bugger the rest for now ,fix yoself first,dont worry about the other players or the bloody referre,just focus on the game and theyll be praising you hero,,,,when all is said and done ,even the loss belong to the win and the win know the loss,but the feild is the world at large and sometimes where just offside,death is not a option to living matters,,,,keep on keeping on,,resurect the solace man ,solace is to find comfort and to alleviate grief, pain, and anger. solace means finding pleasure and enjoyment in the midst of devastation.hang in there mate,peace

“you cannot run away from a weakness; you must sometimes fight it out or perish. and if that be so, why not now, and where you stand?

Howdy! ( I am a former Calgarian- born and raised)

Wow, I woul strongly, urge and suggest, you making an appointment with a different doctor. A mental health practicioner, and perhaps call your local crisis line so they can give you some numbers to set you on the right path…

I have some old Alberta numbers that may be able to help you…

Calgary Mental Health- 342-2266
David Thompson Health Region Mental Health Services 340-5466 (Red Deer)

Again, these are old numbers, But you can find them in your local directory or ask for directory assistance.

You are not worthless to help, and deserve a right to be helped, it important that you continue to find a doctor who will listen and help support your possible symptoms than to accept that what you are enduring is “normal” It isn’t normal, and infact you may have a disorder that is treatable and managable.

Aside from what you stated, do you have a healthy lifestyle?
How long have you had these nightmares?
You are not alone, and I just want to thank you for your strength and your courage…

Sometimes listening to music ( healthy, upbeat music) helps in dealing with the voices that you are hearing. A hot bath before you go to bed may help you to become more relaxed, and if you eat before going to bed( It’s a habit with most of us) May I suggest limiting your intake, to a bit of water, and little to no food?

If you want to talk… srnityblu(@)yahoo.com