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A little help?
I need to regain myself .
I can probably do this myself but I wanna hear what others have to say. I have a few problems or rather annoyances to myself.
If you can help with these it would be most appreciated.
- Right now I feel like I am losing who I WAS, I know I want to be like how I was. I used to feel at peace with myself and everything. For some reason now I’m letting things get to me I would never otherwise get to me, Im not as strong as I was. How can I get back on track?
- 2nd. Probably my biggeset fear which I cant get over. I used to be apathetic and really nihilist, and have super negative thoughts and Im constantly afraid of becoming like that again. It took alot of willpower to get out of that situation by myself, and I forced myself to think nice thoughts and have inner peace so that I wont be like that again. But its always at the back of my mind. Every time I think of the word “meaningless” or have a negative thought I get really scared of being nihilist. I dont want to lose who I have worked to be and become and lose all my effort. like I was beforeI have written much advice and reasons , etc. not to think that way again but for some reason I accept my own advice and know its right but it doesnt change how I feel.
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