Well it’s 12:37 and once again I will find that always elusive sleep darting from me again.
For those who don’t know I lost my 6 yr old son 2 years ago in a car accident. I have mentioned it before when i was trying to decide whether or not to join the armed forces….however being diagnosed with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder I was not able to continue with the application. I can’t sleep and some days I can’t function. I’m in my mid 30’s and can only grasp the familiar feeling of failing to save my son’s life. I have spoken to many people all with the best intentions but time nor faith have made any day any easier. My marriage ended a month after the accident when my ex confessed to some truly screwed up thing to me. I guess from their she thought it would be easier to blame me for the accident. My car was hit from behind while stopped in a left hand turning lane.My six yr old died at the scene in front of me and his 9 yr old brother. my ex has since removed my last name from the headstone and replaced it with her maiden name. I can never go back to see it again. i can never back. A ny feedback would be nice as another night goes unslept.
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