Okay well theres this guy at my church that I loved for 4 years and I have never spoken to.
I use to go to church when I was 7 then stopped when I was 9 for unknown reasons now, 2 years later, my family and I are going again. Before I continue I just want to say is I’m 12 years old and most people say I’m to young to love someone, well I think I am in love, most girls say they are and do stupid things. I am unlike most girls though, I am very mature for my age and I look older then I am. Also I want to say is that I have not spoken to him because about a month ago I made a facebook so I could talk to him since I’m shy and I never have time to when I’m at church. Well I sent him a message saying who I was (we go to the same class since im in 7th grade and hes in 8th grade. his parents are the middle school teachers which means his parents are our teachers.), and talked about this camp that middle schoolers can go to. And a few days later he replied saying, “yes” thats it! I was so angry at him. It was because he is really shy at church and he doesnt talk to me and even on facebook hes shy! But he talks to other boys and girls even when there from a different church (I’ll tell you later)! So I got off of facebook and cried. Pathetic, I know. Well now I notice he acknowledges me more then before. Like the first time I saw him since the thing with facebook (i didnt go to my class for a few weeks since i was so sad and mad), he kept smilling and he would get as close as possible to me. But he didnt get really close since I was with my family. (We were at the park because the church was having a thing at a park). Now I’m so confused. Some days he acts like he likes me. And some he just ignores me, like I’m not there. Hes shy when hes around me so I dont even try to talk to him since I’m too scared he might walk away. Please help me decided what I should do. I want to get him off my mind and not love him but I cant. I even have dreams of him and I. Its nothing gross or anything its just him and I talking to each other. I’m very confused, there is more but it will be too long to write so this is all I will write.
This open post was written 3 months ago | V/U/S: 140, 5, 3 | Edit Post | Leave a reply | Subscribe to Replies | Report Post
Reciprocity (0) 
Since writing this post uandi may have helped people, but has not within the last 4 days. uandi is a verified member, has been around for 3 months and has 3 posts and 12 replies to their name.
Replies (5)
Where were you?
You can also watch events on Help.com as they happen — Disable Post Maps or Hide Yourself
WHATABIGNICKNAM
Cell
Invite Others to Help
Don't know the answer to this post, but know someone who might? Invite them to reply!
- We send them a link to this post with your message and a post excerpt
- We will NEVER use their email for anything else
- Your invitation message is confidential
- When your friend visits from the email, you'll be automatically joined on your Friends lists!
- We still forward a link for your post to the post author and any repliers, just like if you had replied to the post yourself.