School starts tomorrow, and i don’t know how i’ll hold up.
I just went through one of the greatest tradgeties a person can go through yesterday. I am feeling nothing but sadness. I haven’t cried in years, but yesterday, all i did after the tradgety happened, all i did was sit on the edge of my bed and cry for a good couple of hours. I don’t know if i’m emotionally stable enough to survive this first week of school, yet alone the whole year. last year was a blast, but this year… this year is going to suck, especially starting out this way. I think i’m starting to go into depression, and i don’t know if i’ll ever even smile again. I feel as if my whole world just came crashing down on me. At first, i really just wanted to die. right now i really don’t care what happens to me, but i am afraid that i won’t be able to do anything in school this year. I can hardly stand up anymore. My whole body feels weak, i can’t go one hour without my eyes watering. This is the worst i have ever felt in my life and i don’t think i’ll ever be the same again. What do you do when find yourself in a pit of darkness, sadness, and dispair and see no way out? I’ve gone numb and can’t feel much except for sadness. I need help.
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