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well im about 98.9 percent happy all the time and the rare ocassion im not i will forwarn you so if thats good enough for you i will be your happy friend Teehee

I feel exactly the same way actually… Everyone’s depression is just edging on my own, why the **** can’t they see any happiness in their own lives when I can see it in theirs? Why don’t they ever ******* try? Why does it always have to be me when their down?

So, my solution….

Hmm…

Care for them as it were you.

If that works, think about it as your “Destiny”.

Ha.

Maybe not, how about….

Have you ever asked anyone for help?

I never did, but now I am 18 and I finally broke down once, once on a friend… In all these years. It helped.

Fight
When this world
Comes crashing down
Upon your soul
All around

You must stand
You must fight
You must search the way
All day, all night

When it is, you see no choice
Find your voice,
Search for the light,
Do not give yourself into this night

Stand my friend..
Stand and Fight!!!

Fight… yes, but what happens when you are down to your last breath? I say you find that breath in a friend, family, or a stranger.

i feel advice is needed btw im kinda hyper tonight so i pre apologize

remember that there is always gonna be that someone who cares and wants you to be happy and hopes that you take the time to help someone else…i understand it gets tiring sometimes but its worth it in the end knowing that you helped someone feel better even if just for a short while my story is long and crappy but i have managed to find the light through it all with the help of friends and people will to take time on me and see that i could be a better person if just one person took the time to help and stand by me when i wasnt strong

Just wanna collapse, huh? I hear that… This is going to try even more tiresome but maybe if you tried making new friends? I keep asking myself how can I help you when I am not sure myself, I know that for me, the one thing that keeps me going day after day is that someday I personally will be happy. So will the people around me. For now… maybe stop worrying so much, let things just go as they are, I am not saying don’t be there for the people who need you, but take a brake.

well generally i just spout off usless info such as DID YOU KNOW THAT THE FIRST TIME A BABY LAUGHS A FAIRY IS BORN and generally it makes people giggle and show a moment of happiness or i do this … http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9tHoK1…

Hellacious Haro wrote:

Shaniqua wrote:
i feel advice is needed btw im kinda hyper tonight so i pre apologize

remember that there is always gonna be that someone who cares and wants you to be happy and hopes that you take the time to help someone else…i understand it gets tiring sometimes but its worth it in the end knowing that you helped someone feel better even if just for a short while my story is long and crappy but i have managed to find the light through it all with the help of friends and people will to take time on me and see that i could be a better person if just one person took the time to help and stand by me when i wasnt strong

I’m not all the good at making people feel better. I’m just one of those people who listen and say stuff, and mostly get ignored. I’m just there as a substitution, before they find someone that they want to talk to.

I understand you. 100%. They have problems? I listen and give advice. It’s ignored and they end up finding someone else who gives them the help they needed and don’t think twice about you. So why seek my help at all?

I must go a step further to make someone happy. My overall life situation is bad (ranging from family to school to relationships). Whatever problem someone has, it’s bound to not be as bad as mine. I have to mention my own situations just to cheer them up. I guess I “suck” in their depression and make them happier i guess…

You could always drug your friends, I mean that could work… not such a good idea, actually probably shouldn’t do that…

Making new friends is definitely a better idea. Hmmn……

Sports! Or a club! definitely! That is a much better idea. I never did it, wish I had; was to scared. Today was my first day of college and I hope it is a warp around for my life. Just give time a chance. Time heals all remedy’s.

No one is happy
Everyone is sad
We all think life is perfect
Except the one we had

The bitterness of pleasure
The thrill of being bad
We think we make sense
When really, we’re just mad

A little birdie told me
Life is like a mask
Appearances deceiving
The underworld the task

tainted little lives
painted little faces
all live in false pride
defected by their paces

no one is really happy
everyone is sad
we all thought life was perfect
except the one we had

Written by
AmeliaEarthling

Anonymous wrote:

Hellacious Haro wrote:

Shaniqua wrote:
i feel advice is needed btw im kinda hyper tonight so i pre apologize

remember that there is always gonna be that someone who cares and wants you to be happy and hopes that you take the time to help someone else…i understand it gets tiring sometimes but its worth it in the end knowing that you helped someone feel better even if just for a short while my story is long and crappy but i have managed to find the light through it all with the help of friends and people will to take time on me and see that i could be a better person if just one person took the time to help and stand by me when i wasnt strong

I’m not all the good at making people feel better. I’m just one of those people who listen and say stuff, and mostly get ignored. I’m just there as a substitution, before they find someone that they want to talk to.

I understand you. 100%. They have problems? I listen and give advice. It’s ignored and they end up finding someone else who gives them the help they needed and don’t think twice about you. So why seek my help at all?

I must go a step further to make someone happy. My overall life situation is bad (ranging from family to school to relationships). Whatever problem someone has, it’s bound to not be as bad as mine. I have to mention my own situations just to cheer them up. I guess I “suck” in their depression and make them happier i guess…

Lmao, tell me about it. My dad just died, and my grandpa just died a month later. I had a job from hell, and I fought through it until I got a new job. I just started college, got my heart ripped out by my girlfriend, my mom is suffering from severe depression and there isn’t much I can do about it, friend betrayed me, and all I do is worry about everyone else.

And here is my friend complaining about how his life is so ******* awful because he is 18 years old and his mom doesn’t let him play video games after 1 in the morning… or I am buying all my friends **** to make them happy with the sweat and blood I put into that money, which is gone now because I put in 1 grand of my saving into my father funeral another 500 for my brothers laptop for his bday which he broke and I spend another 200 to fix, loaning my 40 year old friend money all the time because he is in love with my 17 year old friend and buys him anything he wants even though he doesn’t have the money.

start a band much better plus you have happy friends music helps make people happy

i play over 34 instruments all self taught but i played in a band for a while and i played piano it was pretty cool actually

one and only one drums but piano is a pretty close second…btw if u havnt figured it out thats why im such a big music buff lol…but yea not i have set my sights to a new passion learning how to live in the clouds or learn to be perma-joyful which ever happens first lol

its fun…its actually my way of excaping right now i just sit there and play until i have a whole new song its magic its like my own personal drug!!

cool what song??

cool i can play apologize, and a lot a lullabys and a few other songs but there ones i wrote

you know what you dont have to impress anyone just do it for fun you might just suprise yourself

i kick *** but i cant play my songs infront of people besides my friends cause i get wicked scared thatthe world wil think they suck and i regret it cause i want the world to hear