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I am really in a fix.
I need to runaway from a situation, but the whole thing frightens me and leaves me feeling sick, and so I don’t go and things just get worse for me. I have a young son and I haven’t got anywhere to go exactly except pack some things in the car and start the ignition. I cannot stay where i am. It is intolerable. People are telling terrible lies about me and people seem to want them to be true. I don’t seem to have friends here at all. I managed to get away for a week for a holiday recently and just 2 hours away from here it was like a different planet. I wish I hadn’t come back. As soon as I do it is harder to leave again, and I am overcome with fear, inertia, like a paralysis. I know I have to be brave, and feel the fear and do it anyway…. but things keep looming in my head, fear of making the wrong decision , but anything would be better than staying here. It feels like everyone wants to destroy me and keep picking on me and I cannot stand it anymore. I suppose I have no choice……………
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