Life?
Hah, what a funny thing it is. One minute your as happy as clown on ecstasy the next your the very same clown crashing into a low (bad analogy I know) So despite being high for a few months and me losing my ecstasy why am I not hitting a low? Is it because I just don’t care? because if it is shoot me now… Or is it a sign that I’m just gradually getting used to the ******** that happens in life?
That’s probably what it is, another relationship… Well kind of there was the promise of a relationship a very real promise of one, possibly a very good one. but it took a long time to figure out that it just wouldn’t work, whatever I did. I loved, but before I ever really had the chance to express that as thoroughly as I had wanted I had lost. I should be unhappy but I’m not. But I suppose life’s funny like that. You get used to disappointment very quickly it becomes the norm I suppose its at this times like this its easy to become depressed?
I have no idea to be honest. I don’t feel depressed hell I don’t feel sad, just a little flustered and a bit wounded, but then again that’s life, that’s relationship’s, although as I mentioned, it was never really a “relationship” maybe that’s why it was so easy to accept its passing. To me its just something that happens and it happened again and I’m totally indifferent towards it. I just want to keep walking, not to break my stride because of this minor hiccup.
I was comforted by a friend… Made to smile and to laugh made to take my mind off of the past and put it squarely back in the present, where all minds except those of historians should be firmly rooted. She offered me the relationship I have been seeking for a long time I took the offer without even breaking my stride. It made me realize how little something once so huge had become and just how much I wanted to drag myself from the past.
Hope this relationships moves forward with me at the same pace, But love and life is funny that way so you never know… you just got to take the chance, keep walking and regret nothing.
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Life?
Hah, what a funny thing it is. One minute your as happy as clown on ecstasy the next your the very same clown crashing into a low (bad analogy I know) So despite being high for a few months and me losing my ecstasy why am I not hitting a low? Is it because I just don’t care? because if it is shoot me now… Or is it a sign that I’m just gradually getting used to the ******** that happens in life?
That’s probably what it is, another relationship… Well kind of there was the promise of a relationship a very real promise of one, possibly a very good one. but it took a long time to figure out that it just wouldn’t work, whatever I did. I loved, but before I ever really had the chance to express that as thoroughly as I had wanted I had lost. I should be unhappy but I’m not. But I suppose life’s funny like that. You get used to disappointment very quickly it becomes the norm I suppose its at this time its east to become depressed?
I have no idea to be honest. I don’t feel depressed hell I don’t feel sad, just a little flustered and a bit wounded, but then again that’s life, that’s relationship’s, although as I mentioned, it was never really a “relationship” maybe that’s why it was so easy to accept its passing. To me its just something that happens and it happened again and I’m totally indifferent towards it. I just want to keep walking, not to break my stride because of this minor hiccup.
I was comforted by a friend… Made to smile and to laugh made to take my mind off of the past and put it squarely back in the present, where all minds except those of historians should be firmly rooted. She offered me the relationship I have been seeking for a long time I took the offer without even breaking my stride. It made me realize how little something once so huge had become and just how much I wanted to drag myself from the past.
Hope this relationships moves forward with me at the same pace, But love and life is funny that way so you never know… you just got to take the chance, keep walking and regret nothing.
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