I just need to cry out loud….loud, loud, loud.

freespirit_money

I just need to cry out loud…

.loud, loud, loud.
I want to shout my heart out….
oh god!!! Please save my soul… Please…Please Please pllllllleeeeaaaseeeeeeeeee
take me from here. ….

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~LazyDaze~ 434 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (1 minute after post)

What’s going on?

Help me with: I think I can safely say that was one of the top 10 disgusting things to ever happen to me =/

freespirit_money 5 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (7 minutes after post)

nothing….nothing’s going on dear… everything’s just stopped at one place and at one thing …me. Nothing can turn back…nothing is moving ahead even after lots of tries i have failed….failed in every possible efforts i could make…and i want to cry but no tears left in my eyes to shed but i want to cry out loud.

~LazyDaze~ 434 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (8 minutes after post)

I am sure if you calm down, get some rest, hot bath, food and chill that when you come to look at the situation again it won’t seem all that bad, you may even be able to figure out a different solution to the problem.

Help me with: I think I can safely say that was one of the top 10 disgusting things to ever happen to me =/

kildarsea 0 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (17 minutes after post)

I feel you. perhaps things will just stay this way and one must do the best they can to cope with them. If they’re more important than my silly worryings, consider moving somewhere cool, like canada or sweden. It’s just a suggestion. I live in the US and I’ll probably move sooner or later. maybe things will be different in a different world.

freespirit_money 5 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (18 minutes after post)

I have tried every-every possible thing dear…that’s what frustrating me…it took me four years i have looked upon everything about a thousand times now….it’s not working and i am fooling myself if i tell now that its going to work if it is …it will only for the worse of it all once again…aah!! wish i could die just while being asleep and never wake up to see that sun again for another day.

JOEyo 1 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (23 minutes after post)

thats not a good thing to say you know. i agree with lazydaze. just rest it out for a bit and then do it one step at a time even take a year of going little by little just get it ovfer with. my motto is: live it up and live it out.

Help me with: need help?

kildarsea 0 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (32 minutes after post)

don’t feel forced to take this advice…

stop trying. the only way we can be free is when we have lost everything. let go of all attachment. of all hope. perhaps stop grasping at a failed attempt. have a rebirth of the soul. begin anew.

just thoughts.

freespirit_money 5 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (46 minutes after post)

kildarsea wrote:
don’t feel forced to take this advice…

stop trying. the only way we can be free is when we have lost everything. let go of all attachment. of all hope. perhaps stop grasping at a failed attempt. have a rebirth of the soul. begin anew.

just thoughts.

thanks!!! that’s exactly what i am thinking…but again i am caught up so much here among my family and all that my breath chocks…i have tried to start a fresh but i have lost so much strength in these tries…i am just tried…i don’t go out of home…not even for my classes. All my interests have died…Just don’t know how and where to start. And again no one at my home supports me.

I really don’t want my family, friends and all around me…I want to get lost for about an year or so…somewhere close to nature…Just me with me. But these walls around me…they don’t let me.

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An Unknown Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (51 minutes after post)

i think you need some “me” time. Go on a short vacation, something that is close to nature…like mountains? beach? just take a vacation alone and everything will be fine.

Help me with: This site has started to suck now.

yassengregorovich 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (56 minutes after post)

freespirit_money wrote:
wish i could die just while being asleep and never wake up to see that sun again for another day.

On the risk of sounding cliche, I know how you feel. Well, actually I don’t because I’m not you. And I’m probably very lucky not to have to experience your pain right now. But let me tell you that I’ve had similar thoughts at times. And I believe that no matter what, there’s always something that you can learn from the negative things going on around you and in you. No matter what there’ll always be a tiny ray of light shining through the blackness, emptiness, purposelessness and pains of life. Even after you’ve failed 100 times to change your situation.

I don’t know what your problems are and probably don’t have a very good solution for them. But I am very sure that there are people that love you dearly that would be extremely disappointed if you left this world forever.

No matter what happens, don’t give up. Don’t. Even after the one millionth try. Hold on.

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mVq-MU7ojVY[/youtube]

Help me with: All lonely :(

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An Unknown Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (59 minutes after post)

yassengregorovich : Below is the video you posted. I just embedded it :D

Original on YouTube.com

Help me with: This site has started to suck now.

freespirit_money 5 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 8 minutes after post)

Love_Life wrote:
i think you need some “me” time. Go on a short vacation, something that is close to nature…like mountains? beach? just take a vacation alone and everything will be fine.

yeah …really thinking of running out of my home…but lots of things keep holding me back…but probably i will break the chains one day….

freespirit_money 5 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 10 minutes after post)

yassengregorovich wrote:
On the risk of sounding cliche, I know how you feel. Well, actually I don’t because I’m not you. And I’m probably very lucky not to have to experience your pain right now. But let me tell you that I’ve had similar thoughts at times. And I believe that no matter what, there’s always something that you can learn from the negative things going on around you and in you. No matter what there’ll always be a tiny ray of light shining through the blackness, emptiness, purposelessness and pains of life. Even after you’ve failed 100 times to change your situation.

I don’t know what your problems are and probably don’t have a very good solution for them. But I am very sure that there are people that love you dearly that would be extremely disappointed if you left this world forever.

No matter what happens, don’t give up. Don’t. Even after the one millionth try. Hold on.

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mVq-MU7ojVY[/youtube]

Sorry but this rather sounds cliche…doesn’t it??
And the problem is no one here loves me …i don’t have a single person to trust upon or call my own. Cause no one’s willing to understand what i think. I don’t want people to follow me…but atleast show a little respect to what i have for them and what i feel. But true you can’t understand cause you’re not me…but thanks for your kind words… i really appreciate whatever you wrote :)

yassengregorovich 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 35 minutes after post)

[/quote]And the problem is no one here loves me …i don’t have a single person to trust upon or call my own. Cause no one’s willing to understand what i think. I don’t want people to follow me…but atleast show a little respect to what i have for them and what i feel. But true you can’t understand cause you’re not me…but thanks for your kind words… i really appreciate whatever you wrote :)[/quotes]
Maybe this
http://achristian.wordpress.com/2006/…
will help you a bit? Might as well give it a shot. The blogpost has almost nothing to do with religion although it may not seem like that at a first glance.

Help me with: All lonely :(

behape1 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (2 days, 5 hours after post)

freespirt_money, you need to relax. I think i was you 10 years ago. You sound young; high school maybe? I’m 28 years old now, and used to say the exact same words…but on paper back then. the internet was a cool new thing in 1997 and 1998, and posting a message like this was not an option in my world.

You’ll be fine, believe it or not, regardless of how you’re feeling right now. And honestly, i’m not worried if you don’t believe that right now, because as long as you wait for tomorrow, it will come…guaranteed.
You’ll be happier in a few years, when you’ve found yourself a little more. Explore new things; talk to people at school you normally wouldn’t. Or go to the mall alone. do something that would normally not be accepted by your so-called “friends”.

try it and let me know how it goes.

Your family is your family, not your bestfriends. They will always be there, so don’t worry about them. Find your own family. They’re called friends. High School friends are not real friends. You first need to figure out who you are and what you like, then find people similar to you. That’s your real family. ANd you won’t find it all in one person, trust me. You’ll find a piece of you in many different people. And together in your life, that becomes your family.

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