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The heavy weight in my arms helps me slowly submerge
underneath the dark waters, its so peaceful in this underwater world, the sounds all become numb within its walls. The little bubbles tickle, that keep me alive, as they leave my body. I lift the weight, the weight that represents all my hurt, over this body and it takes its place for the last time. This will be the last time I carry the pain with me, the last time. My pain will keep me here tonight, it will keep me and as I slowly let go while my weightless body sinks one last time. The screaming little girl inside will rage against life one last time. The fight seems like nothing compared to the battles I have fought in my life. I’m done with this life, may God forgive me and see that the only thing I could do is give up.
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