hate help: I lack in self-control.

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I lack in self-control.

I care too much for others feelings, and not enough for my own. I’m not pretty. I’m not fun. I’m always alone. I have friends, but I can never share my secrets with them. Yet they can share their secrets with me with no problem. I pride myself in not being judgemental, but that’s stupid because I judge people for judging me.

I want someone to comfort me. Someone to tell me that they love me. I want someone to help me, but I’m too afraid to ask for help. I don’t want to be a burden, so I always say no, when I want to say yes. I lie, and I covet. I secretly dislike, and I feel jealousy.

I have terrible skin, and my hair is dry and damaged. I wear large clothes to cover myself up. I want someone to tell me that I’m beautiful. I want them to mean it. I post things anonymously too often. But I know that nobody cares. I want my soul mate. But I don’t believe they exist.

I feel guilty for things I haven’t done. I feel embarassment for people, on their behalf. I’m scared that my parents will never be there for me. I’m scared that my worst fears will come true.

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arcamean 1 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (9 minutes after post)

Heh, welcome to my world its called Empathy and its a trait we often relate to some of the most influential people on earth. Mother Teresa is a prime example of an empathetic person.

You only think your not pretty because your not a Narcissistic person, each person has something about them that makes them beautiful both outside and inside. Do things that help you feel good inside and you’ll smile naturally thereby causing others to notice your beauty.

Im open to listening to you, if you preffer private conversations you can send me a shout and ill give you an IM you can talk to me though. Its clear that you want and need help else you wouldn’t be here silly. Hope this helps its 4am and im clearly up past my bed time, lol.

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JOEyo 1 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (42 minutes after post)

FTW WORLD ARE YOU ON arcamean?!?!?! anyway if u lack self control just punish ureself if something hapens outa term.

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Dorian 4 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 14 minutes after post)

Okay, joyo, FTW means something very different to WTF - if you’re going to flame people at least do it right.

Anon, we (well, the vast majority of us) are here because we want to help people. You can ask for our help and nobody here will consider you a burden. Listen to what arcamean said - he’s 100% right :)

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JOEyo 1 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 15 minutes after post)

i KNOW ftw means something different GAWD. ive been gamer guy and mostly multiplayer so i know lots of things

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