anger help: you’ve taken something from me that can never be replaced.

walking wounded

you’ve taken something from me that can never be replaced.

Not through memories, photo’s or home movies. A moment of inattention on your part has caused a lifetime of grieve for the rest of mine. i watched my son die while you hid in your truck. Paralyzed by fear the police said…. In time you will sleep you will dream… it’s been a year and half since the accident and i sleep two to three hours at a time.I haven’t had a dream since that day. My marriage has ended and I stand before you a broke and beaten man. Yes I have other children and yes they need me too. but since that day i haven’t felt deserving of their or anyone else’s love.i don’t want to end my life… however i feel like i am just waiting to die. In ten years you will have forgotten about the accident. In ten years I will be reminded that my son would have gotten his license. You will forget I will never… you will continue on… while i feel frozen in a moment of pure hell.

my victim’s statement

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guster32 8 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (3 minutes after post)

Best to try and find someone to talk to and I know you probably already have been that route. Your son would not want this for you. It’s an aweful thing to lose a child. Only time and compassion and maybe some support groups with others that have experienced the same. I don’t know. This tough, and your pain is palpable. I feel that the higher power always helps but sometimes not enough. Good luck and so sorry. Reach out to somebody and let them know your pain. Live for your son, and your other children.

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