today is the end for me. - Help.com

ok…ttyl :\

I’m sorry you feel this way. We all feel like checking out at one time or another. If you have already made your decision, I can’t convince you out of it. But sense know one really knows what happens when die, have you ever considered it might be worse when we go?

have u ever thought u always can die!!!so could u please wait a moment & explain us Y?!? & then do what u wanted to do?!

Ok stop right now and listen to me!!!!!! i know you have pain inside unbearable no one else is there for you right now… shame on them they failed you… i have no patience for these kinds of people who break us inside so deeply they are unacceptable human beings!!! i hear you pain that kind of hurt is horrific, it destroys your soul. i know what that feels like i have been there, please grab onto my hand right now and stop letting it win. kick some *** right now inside yourself please do not give up. i have been to that edge of despair no one else will understand this unless they have been there, i never talked about it to much. people do not get it, i wanted to die my situation was not good at all, i was in a horrible depression after a lifetime of abuse and a mentally ill parent raising me. my family sided with her and wrote me off and so much more i could write a book. part of the issue was not being able to trust other people after that and therefore having a very small amount of people in my life, was all i could handle.i literally came to that same edge you are standing on and the only thing i wanted was out.
That is when god’s grace reached me, i was crying out to him and he answered, not some person trying to shove religion down my throat. his peace and comfort and strength and his love completely covered me. before when i tried to read the bible it was like a latin or some other hard to understand thing. suddenly the words were real and easy to comprehend, life was in them and reading was like not having something to eat or drink and finding a table full of the best foods ever! i had been raised to hate that whole idea of that and no person could have sold it to me.
Only being broken down to that point did i call to god to help me, he really saved my life, i am so grateful. i want you know that god will never leave you or forsake you. people always let you down but god never will, he loves you exactly how you are right now and wants to bless you. please consider praying to god with all your heart right now to come to you and show you a better way of life which is really only in him, not in this world was is so very hard sometimes.

I cant force you to appreciate life, or pray, or tell you to feel better. I can tell you that I know you are not supposed to go now. Please don’t Please..