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SHAPE SHIFTER

EVEN IF YOU STILL FEEL IT
do it all for the love buzz

messages from inside to the outside world

iam here
the summit
i made it
this apex is virtual physical
a wonderful lie
frozen but heart warming
this energy is ubiquitous and always
is fire burning cold in me
do i care
iam out of its reach
this mist burn and mystery
for now
the head of is calculation and chaos
an the claws are eve even clever
soon my voice will cry no more to the clouds
and the rain may not visit the dust as so often it had once

a genetic drought
cellular evaporation
no tears
dehydration shall drape my flesh looking for a cover
a shelter
lest she the sister will dry up and not bare her fruits this day
i have been thinking many things and many days i have considered well
the face and fate of
i must release myself soon and touch the surface of the bronze face again
this dust has been my only family
and she is parched and privy to the elements

sometimes they dance together
the winds carries her of in great swirling applause
those crowds of trees howling encore

the fire will undress her
prepare her for she is bride
given and taken

the wind escorts her to the waters of birth
just as we children came
old things die away and the newborn must shine
for Aries was ended with the delivery of the lamb.
and the age has been four in total now
so came the Pisces

The next saga is the Age of Aquarius
and the water bearer has come
in conjunction with Leo
the lionking

iam alive and truely dead here
zombie
nothing matters

but i do love the company of peace
she is reserved for softer song
not one of hardheart
it is
remote
and it is still
a bihybination
awake inside a dream that i am dreaming inside a dream
there are no limits to anything or anywhere
and like unto awe
my eyes have opened wider and wider
i have perfect vision
a cat eye smile
i can see through you
i need to

i have not need for lost and to not find course home unknown in me
iam a drifter of water and wind
but i play your games and dont complain
my imaginary friend told me she wasnt real from the start
but i always forgave her
always
she was
crucial
once she said i could play with hers instead

no it was not easy growing up
my wings are tired
tattered in as much
oh angel
and iam no rest

iam along way up
but not high
the ravage has had of me
and like lion nursing wound
i retreat to solice and mend

i could have suffered greater
beit for grace and mercy and kind
i would dare say fallen

do you know these ones
lovely is the heart and sweet the mouths of children nurtured in the company of tender
and fed on the fruits of truth
safe is there embrace

and know
no ill will
these pure ones must know

be silent and curteous as they make pass
living and giving have become one and touched many
did you hear
they are being
have you seen the shadows cast

i keep drifting off
the view is magnificent
a fantastic distraction
fatal should i have not care
if it were not my desire to share myself
would anybody notice anyway

but you were invited here
v.i.p
so feel comfortable and enjoy the complete emptyness of nothing
it is whole
completely incompletely complete
a perfect flaw
the world tilting and turning below me
like a childs toy top
spinning
spinning
stop

iam dizzy
i dont want to fall
hold me up father of time
my mothers cry

iam alone here
safe
but not safe from self
self doubt
fear
she created this place
was the reason and catylist for construction
sorry
hurt
pain
they offered there trade skills
necessity supplied the labour
its spacious
really

but no hand shall grab me here
and if i sleep now i fall forever

if i fall now i sleep for good

nobody can visit this santuary
this place is free from
and free form
soul enemy cannot invade
the nemisis has no ability
for iam the gate also

just sitting inside my inner world
high above my internal skies
on the peak of this rock shelf
the abyss a deep gorge beneath daydreaming at night and mountain hieghts
the rock is warm
it has been shone upon
many many a day full
and embraced all that is all
it is alive
breathing almost but silent
gentle it is
and elder in year and has begun to crumble with dignity
for erosion does not scar the heart of heart
compasion and empathy live forever there
even the air whispers finer detail here
secret things
if only they would let me keep them
but they are not always gifts
and they are not always nice
and somethings we do not fully understand
understand
there is no leftwing and rightwing for us
only under
under the wing of love
and if we trust the claws of the great eagle we must trust our own
the puppet master dances with the puppet sometimes
and even if you never knew that

i would for you

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roenmcgloan offline Verified User (6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 3 months ago (24 minutes after post)

Lovely.

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An Undisclosed Location | 3 months ago (31 minutes after post)

Nice. Way, way too long. I almost lost interest.

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An Unknown Location | 3 months ago (35 minutes after post)

Beautiful! :) Don’t ever give up writing.

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An Undisclosed Location | 3 months ago (38 minutes after post)

thanks thanks and thankx i agree ,its just sporatic rant ,i should pace myself more ,buy an egg timer or something :) peace

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that was awesome and very good

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I wouldn’t recommend an egg timer…I like the process and the turns you take. I think, if you wanted to economize your word use a little, stay with writing freely and extensively and then go back and try to edit it down later, see if certain parts break out better into their own poems, see if four lines are better said with one, that kind of thing. It’s always good to keep the “directors cut” as it came to you.:)

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Beautiful! :)

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Well written and just nice. but as u know its a tab bit long. but thank you for ur words :)

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Good to see your lovely words A,
Wow, something inspired the hel* out of you, don’t know whether to ask if your alright or ask if your in love? Expressive and very creative, with a wide range of emotion that leaves you spent.

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SHAPE SHIFTER

EVEN IF YOU STILL FEEL IT
do it all for the love buzz

messages from inside to the outside world

iam here
the summit
i made it
this apex is virtual physical
a wonderful lie
frozen but heart warming
this energy is ubiquitous and always
is fire burning cold in me
do i care
iam out of its reach
this mist burn and mystery
for now
the head of is calculation and chaos
an the claws are eve even clever
soon my voice will cry no more to the clouds
and the rain may not visit the dust as so often it had once

a genetic drought
cellular evaporation
no tears
dehydration shall drape my flesh looking for a cover
a shelter
lest she the sister will dry up and not bare her fruits this day
i have been thinking many things and many days i have considered well
the face and fate of
i must release myself soon and touch the surface of the bronze face again
this dust has been my only family
and she is parched and privy to the elements

sometimes they dance together
the winds carries her of in great swirling applause
those crowds of trees howling encore

the fire will undress her
prepare her for she is bride
given and taken

the wind escorts her to the waters of birth
just as we children came
old things die away and the newborn must shine
for Aries was ended with the delivery of the lamb.
and the age has been four in total now
so came the Pisces

The next saga is the Age of Aquarius
and the water bearer has come
in conjunction with Leo
the lionking


iam alive and truely dead here
zombie
nothing matters

but i do love the company of peace
she is reserved for softer song
not one of hardheart
it is
remote
and it is still
a bihybination
awake inside a dream that i am dreaming inside a dream
there are no limits to anything or anywhere
and like unto awe
my eyes have opened wider and wider
i have perfect vision
a cat eye smile
i can see through you
i need to

i have not need for lost and to not find course home unknown in me
iam a drifter of water and wind
but i play your games and dont complain
my imaginary friend told me she wasnt real from the start
but i always forgave her
always
she was
crucial
once she said i could play with hers instead

no it was not easy growing up
my wings are tired
tattered in as much
oh angel
and iam no rest

iam along way up
but not high
the ravage has had of me
and like lion nursing wound
i retreat to solice and mend

i could have suffered greater
beit for grace and mercy and kind
i would dare say fallen

do you know these ones
lovely is the heart and sweet the mouths of children nurtured in the company of tender
and fed on the fruits of truth
safe is there embrace

and know
no ill will
these pure ones must know

be silent and curteous as they make pass
living and giving have become one and touched many
did you hear
they are being
have you seen the shadows cast

i keep drifting off
the view is magnificent
a fantastic distraction
fatal should i have not care
if it were not my desire to share myself
would anybody notice anyway

but you were invited here
v.i.p
so feel comfortable and enjoy the complete emptyness of nothing
it is whole
completely incompletely complete
a perfect flaw
the world tilting and turning below me
like a childs toy top
spinning
spinning
stop
since sin sing a bad note
iam dizzy
i dont want to fall
hold me up father of time
my mothers cry

iam alone here
safe
but not safe from self
self doubt
fear
she created this place
was the reason and catylist for construction
sorry
hurt
pain
they offered there trade skills
necessity supplied the labour
its spacious
really

but no hand shall grab me here
and if i sleep now i fall forever

if i fall now i sleep for good

nobody can visit this santuary
this place is free from
and free form
soul enemy cannot invade
the nemisis has no ability
for iam the gate also

just sitting inside my inner world
high above my internal skies
on the peak of this rock shelf
the abyss a deep gorge beneath daydreaming at night and mountain hieghts
the rock is warm
it has been shone upon
many many a day full
and embraced all that is all
it is alive
breathing almost but silent
gentle it is
and elder in year and has begun to crumble with dignity
for erosion does not scar the heart of heart
compasion and empathy live forever there
even the air whispers finer detail here
secret things
if only they would let me keep them
but they are not always gifts
and they are not always nice
and somethings we do not fully understand
understand
there is no leftwing and rightwing for us
only under
under the wing of love
and if we trust the claws of the great eagle we must trust our own
the puppet master dances with the puppet sometimes
and even if you never knew that

i would for you

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An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (4 days after post)

Sporatic rant or not, I still liked it.

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An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (2 weeks, 2 days after post)

the family has taken flight

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