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moveing on problems!

how do i move on when i have so many un answered questions, so many what ifs…. i mean i loved this girl to pieces, and realize i did rong by being to clingy with her, but ive learnt my lesson, i just, i dunno, i wake up evryday, thinking about her, and why and what and if and i just get in such a mess in my head threw the day i dunno what to do with myself, i litrally become like a prisoner in side my head, and it feels like my heads gona explode, i get moody and sad and angry with every1 around me….im like a yoyo! its just i treated her so well, i wud have done anything for her…. :( its been like 4 months since we split and ive tryed many times to get back with her and shes just messed me around saying she needs time. ive now stoped all atempets because the last attempt, got her angry, wich she then said she hates me, ive mesed her up and no one has hurt her her as much as i have! all i did was love this girl and try to get back with her, i just wanted what was best, and now ive got to live with the fact that ive aprently messed her up and hurt so badle….. with no chance to make it better, it just kills me inside!and now im afraid il neva get any answers…im afraid i wont hear from her again, and thats it :( i just hate all of it and wake up every day geting in more of a state… because even tho she dumped me i feel like i caused it, wich i proble did but im just sory, i know people say learn for the next one but, i loved that girl with all my heart, i dont think i can ever do that again….i feel like ive lost a limb, and im afraid to go out incase i see her…..i hate it :(

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