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It’s either teenage stuff or you want to do something more.

Do you sometimes feel sad because you want to do something special, like be apart of something big. And all the things good that have happened seem like temporarily goodness to distract you from this big goal you want to achieve but you always end back up feeling that you want to do something big.

What I mean is be apart of something or do something bigger then what you have now.

Can you pinpoint where or what you want to do more in, a part of a group, a head of a group, want to speak to someone you feel nervous around, do a big achievement, the center of attention, what do you think it may be.