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I am spiritually lost and can’t find my path and my inner peace.
For several years I was on a deep and meaningful spiritual journey where I travelled the world, experienced many different faiths, encountered many rich and unusual spiritual experiences and opened my heart to God and the world. I was praying and meditating every day, working in the healing field as a massage therapist and doing energy work and felt I had found my place in the world and my inner light. I wasn’t identifying with any one religion, but rather accepting of God and each persons own unique connection with him and respecting that. I felt I was on a path to enlightenment in a way and I was so happy.
Two years and a bad relationship that took all my joy and self worth and I am lost spiritually. I have since married a wonderful man and am expecting my first child, but I no longer have the inner joy and passion about life and God and the beauty of life I once did. I feel I am just floating through a mediocre existance despite my deep desire to connect with God and meaning. I try to meditate but get distracted, I look at things half empty and negatively automatically when I used to always be the oppposite. I don’t know what has happened to me and I am so sad that the beautiful life path I was once on has turned into a stale life without direction.
I don’t open myself up to people anymore and am afraid to get close to anyone for fear of being hurt, so I spend my time in solitude or with my husband but it is a lot of pressure on him. I used to paint beautiful scenes of life and write poetry and stories and make pottery and take beautiful photographs as a passion, but all my creativity has dried up and I spend my days just thinking and feeling sad.
I want to find myself so badly and connect with God and the light again, but I can’t seem to. I pray for help and guidance and understanding, but I feel my connection is blocked.
Someone please help me, I am desperate to find myself again and enjoy this short life we are given to the fullest and appreciate my husband and daughter on the way and just make friends and be happy, but I can’t. I am not depressed, and don’t need advice on seeking help for depression as I have already tried therapy, exercise, etc. I feel this is a mental and spiritual block and am looking for help in that direction.
Your time, experiences and guidance will be so appreciated.
Since writing this post Anonymous may have helped people, but has not within the last 4 days.
The greatest man that lived and continues to live said that he who seeks to save his life will loose it, but he who looses it for my sake will find it.
Many people are able to find some semblance of peace by ignoring that which disturbs them; I used to do that. I am now able to look at the worst that humanity can offer and be at total peace. Peace is not found, but given.
Christ gave me that peace.
I understand your philosophy and accepting others people beliefs and religions, however, you must come to the conclusion that truth is absolute, and there can be only one truth and it is impossible for multiple truths to exist.
were you seeking God? or were you truly seeking your own desires, your own ideas? with all do respect, your own religion?
What God do you speak of is my question?
You haven’t lost your spirituality. You are seeing the veil in front of the truth of who you really are. The truth, the light, is always there, all around you. It may feel as if you are all alone, but maybe you are not associating your new life(wife,mother,creative woman)with your past spirituality. It is harder, I have found to stay clear minded when you are responsible for others, and not just your own inner life. Live in the now, not the then. We all change and those around us,no matter how they affect us, good or bad, teach us something. Your power is right there, right now inside you, like your heart beating. It has not gone anywhere. Be grateful for you husband and the second soul inside of you. I understand where you are coming from more than you know. Love yourself.
I know how you feel and what you are going through. It is a strange feeling but one that will not last for long when you seek Jesus Christ. I have attempted to open my heart to other faiths only finding myself drawn to the Trinity. Every time I draw close to God, temptations would slip me away only to find that when I go back (to Jesus) I get back stronger once I understand His purpose. Believe me Jesus is the true fountain of peace and love. Anything felt out of His love is short lived and never long lasting. This may be hard to digest but I challenge anyone to find SYSTAINABLE and deep inner peace without Jesus Christ…All it takes is an open and willing heart to welcome Him in… You will never look back
Christ loves to draw close His children to him and will never reject anyone heart. I envy your position for I strongly believe this is when God will be strongly felt in your life. I wish you all the best in your journey and may God bless your new born!
From Your bother in Christ.
WHY does everyTHING IN Me tell mxe i amx the one?
The one what?
The one who changes the world. The one who free the people from opression. The one sent by God.
one must realize they are spiritually lost b4 they can move forward with the most fullfilling promises of Christ…which will fill the void that every heart contains until they come to the point in their lives that they realize nothing in this world can fill that void…..great as some things in this world are like family love and friends nothing fills the longing for a God than the one we all have…….
You Must Die To self and Ego and arrogance…you are still alive that is the problem..you have a surface relationship with God…Deny Yourself and Pick up the cross….please die to yourself and allow Him To Live….
From what I’ve heard the book “Cutting Through Spiritual Materialism” by Chogyam Trungpa is exactly what you need. It does just what the title says it does.
the very fact u saying i cant find my inner peace denotes duality. u havent lost anything to find.
the very fact u saying i cant find my inner peace denotes duality. u havent lost anything to find.
haven’t you ever seen somebody look for their glasses and eventually find that they were wearing them the entire time.
there is a difference between having something and knowing you have it. the difference is that if you don’t know you have it then you can’t use it or at least you don’t think you can use it because you don’t know where it is. meanwhile everybody else can see that you always had it.
Sam. You were fortunate to have been in the expansiveness of the universe for so long. It’s not an easy space to maintain. Prophets speak of the seeking, experiencing and the losing of that bliss.
Each of our journeys is individually unique, no two are alike, like snowflakes. But we so want a template to fit all, one saviour to heal all. The journey takes us where it will, we get to acquire and exercise certain skills and gifts along the way. All the prophets have gone thru where you are at — Buddha gave up wealth & privilege and experienced seeking to near death, Jesus suffered a horrid death and resurrection of spirit, and so it goes. Most religious people don’t know the journey — they have to believe one thing fervently because of their fear of feeling empty and lost. Many people will do anything not to feel that. You are brave to let yourself feel the absence of your previous zone. Things do not stay the same, ever. We are always evolving. I trust you are learning things now that would not have been possible in your former state of wonder. We have the habit of comparing experiences in our life, this is better than that, that was better than this. You now have your baby, perhaps this is the new turn in your journey — not like the other — a new tributary that you and your child now travel. I miss what I once had, but when the universe leads you in another direction — the thing to do is go with it — that’s where the growth happens. Growth is not always fun, in fact many times it’s painful.
I know how you are feeling. there is one book that will help. if it is the only book you read do it. its called Women who run with wolves.
good luck :)
I realize that this post from you was well over a year ago, but I feel compelled to respond. When you were meditating and praying daily you opened up the light that is within and things were clearer to you, and you experienced a peace that surpasses all understanding, however, when you experienced the not so positive relationship, the negative energy from it was allowed to remain. This is how negative energy works. It initially presents itself as good to win you over, and once you are distracted and disshovled it moves on to it’s next victim and leaves you in a state of confusion and doubt. Always remember this, never stop meditating and praying day and night beacuse you will be tested time and time again. The wisdom that you gain from praying, studying and meditating is your guide. Trust the spirit within you that gave you the peace that you had before. Darkness hates light and light hates darkness. Light is your guide and Darkness misleads and has no good intention. God is the truth and the light. He knows you better than you know yourself. Talk to him, build a relationship with him. He never leaves us. He Loves you and desires a relationship with you. Seek him and he will order your steps.
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dear brother,i have travelled u’r same path.i was guided in meditation to close my eyes and look at myself from head to foot from within and(!) to pass love to my whole being for just what i was.(self acceptance)(2)to see my abilities and love myself. (3)to see how i was given this life as a gift of love from god and how every one here on earth were given the same gift and same opportunity to live in free will like me. when i filled myself with love,i was fulfilled and became complete.may u also be filled with the fullness of divine love.
hey i just found this..i know its old so i dont know if you will even get this msg…but iam in that place you speak of and i wondered if things have changed for you since? i would love to hear about it if you have time… im feeling all the things you spoke of in your msg and i feel extremely lost :(
What resonates is, yes celebrate now and your child and husband, embrace change as a gift, refind your space and practice, let go of old ideas. Welcome the learning and remember everything is just a process..Also clear the old energy, give it up to god.xx good luck lovely mumma wife
I read your post and even though you posted it so long ago, I long so much to respond to you and tell you that you are definitely not alone in feeling so lost. Ever since I was very young, I had always had faith and had a thirst for devouring every spiritual book or bit of understanding I could find. I was introduced to Jesus when I went with a friend to church when I was young and that brought about a spiritual awakening within me. I continued to grow as a Christian until I experienced the loss of a relationship in my life. I feel so much in common with you actually. After that parting of ways and felt the pain, I read the back of a spiritual/new age book in the bookstore and began to travel that way instead. I met some people who changed my life with their messages and I took three Reiki classes to became a Reiki Master. Last year I began to gradually doubt everything and it felt like something I couldn’t control. I didn’t understand why I was losing faith because I felt that I should be able to. I was able to perceive energy and my chakras before this and I slowly lost my ability to feel it. As I doubted, I began to notice things that I had been told that were not accurate with my life and that progressed the doubt even more. I don’t know what I am meant to do or what I should believe but of the things I have learned on my journey, I will say that what you believe you perceive, that others can lead you to your truth but only you can take you there, not to judge yourself for feeling lost because we each have our own paths and you are not alone, that even if you doubt everything else, know that the one truth that never changes is love, and to envision things until you find something that gives you a feeling of passion and excitement because it makes your heart sing.
I have also been feeling lost but you are not alone. And if you have found/remembered yourself since your post, I would love to know how that went. :)
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At times I have felt lost more so over the last five months as my Mum died of cancer that went from her lungs to her breast and brain. I had to ID my Mum as her room was a blood bath to put it mildly. I was trying to look after my toddler son and look after my Mum as well. As the government wouldn’t help when her oncologist gave her two months left to live. They agreed to help my Mum the day that I found my Mum passed over to spirit. It was like someone turned out the light within me as I’m a spiritual medium. Even now when I go out and look at people I feel so alone in this world. All I can say is your not alone Sam. Please remember your a lovely person and you deserve to be happy and your light will increase like before and it hasn’t gone out it’s just decreased in size and the Gods do love you and always will, remember that. Big cuddles from the world of Spirit xxxxxxxxx
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