Tears in my eyes.Drops likes a rain are coming out from my eyes…
I had a friend that after a while time she find a boyfriend, and she was trying to make me jealous for her but I’m not that type of person and after all I was not interest to start dating or start a relationship I was a person that love to have fun..
On a day in September I had an IMVU account (chatting site) and I was there online and a link of invites appears,
And I accept it and when we first start talking we ask where from we are and we was both from MALTA.
And then we start talking there at first he was telling me that he was 18 years old. And after a day talking he gave me his email ID and I add him on my id…
he shows me his picture and in my mind I talk to my self and I say he looks too Big then 18,I told him what I thing. that he is not 18 and he say I’m sure I’m 18,I trust him, and after all days talking to each other on messenger he decide to meet, I told him no I cant or I find some things that I cant missed, so I don’t go to meet him face to face. And one day he adds my best friend (the one that I told you that she was in a relationship) and he told her to force me to go out with him. And after a big fight and she told me that I’m lesbian and it’s not really I don’t want to do meet him because I did not want to start dating. I just was a girl that loves to have fun…and after a big fight with my friend, I told her I’m going to prove it that I’m not a lesbian and I go a date with this gay. We was my friend and her bf and me and this gay…and we supposed that say together all the time but she left me alone with that gay at first that I so him my heart feels that something wrong is going to happened… he told me to go to have a small lunch but instead of a lunch he took me in a large garden that in that gray and rain weather no one will be there… and I told him I don’t want to go there and he force me and catch my hand and pulls me after him…
And he stop at a bank and sit down he shout with me and told me “sit down” and I sit-down and then he touch me and start touching me. and I told him stop and when he was going to touch me in my private site ( Brest) I told him stop and stand up and start shouting stop help me help please. And he slips me in my face and I shouting more and more And a four boys running comes…they ask me what happened,
I told the four boys to help me out of there and to tell this man to don’t be close at me…
And he runs away. I start crying and run away with those four boys when I got out from the garden. I thank the boys for saving my life. And I go catch the bus…to go to home… I did not tell what happened to No one. No one… No one knows what happened…
From that day on…I just log on on my account and I found an email says:
(this was the email)
Who I’m really.
He says that he was 26 years old and a father of a douther that her mother is on a holiday.
And I don’t feel nothing for you all those world I told you is lies so I can rap you….
(Infect when we was chat he always says love you I need you etc…) I did not believe him because I was a person that how can you love a person that you never meet? Or how can you love a person in first day you talk to him/her with you don’t know her face or don’t know anything about her…)
after I read that email I just log off from my messenger and delete the software I close everything and I had a profile of me ( Hi5) and I do it private and delete him from my friends. I done long days don’t go on the computer, no go out… I was really scared and after 4 months in with no out missed school, if my supposed friend calls me I don’t respond her. I really got hurt and I was thinking about suicide…
After a big forced I had to go to school because I can’t keep staying at home all the time and all the days. When I arrived at school that friend that she supposed was a good friend…he told me you are not a good person. And she start offends me… And I told her you are not a really friend and she told me that I love when (that gay tell the story what happened) she told me that she can’t stop laugh about what happened. And I really got hurt much more…Beacuse she supposed was there to help me…not do things that she hurt me a lot more..
A new year begins 2008 and I had my birthday, nothing special at home in the front of a television seeing a DVD movie…no one message me on my cell phone happy birthday No one…
But it’s all right, if no one things about me in my birthday…
A day after a friend of me text me on the cell phone and she told me that they are going to go out if I like to come and they was going to be mixed (boys and girls) and at first I told her no. and after a bit time I text her back and ask her if there is a place for me..
And I go. I really was scared and in that day and that day is the day that a boy holds my hand from the end of my life. And begin a new life…
In that day I meet my boyfriend…at first we was friend go out together and have fun I fight with the old friend that I had. That one that she was laugh about what happened to me…
And after a month I know him I explain him all what happened to me. And after a week he told me that he feels for me more than a friend and I was feeling the same for him…
And after that they we start our relationship and know we are 1year and 10 months
After 6 months we were together we were on a bus and that gay that cheating on me was on that bus too… I notice him but he did not notice me my heart was beating faster and faster I was very scared I did not tell my boyfriend about him that he was in the same bus that we were… I just turn my face in another side and I put my head on my bf chest…and rest with my eyes close…and then after a while we ring the bell and stop in where we were going…and thanks to god… after all what happened I pray to god that I never see him…
Because of that I scared go out alone. If my boyfriend doesn’t come with me I really don’t go…
Thanks for had the time to read this…
Thanks
Tears in my eyes. Drops likes a rain are coming out from my eyes…
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