Reality help: im a 36 year old woman who is unemployable i borried my daughters computer to write this (she dont know) it might not make any sense but i will try. - Help.com

im a 36 year old woman who is unemployable i borried my daughters computer to write this (she dont know) it might not make any sense but i will try.

i once had a home, a car, abank account, a husband, friends, and a life. Thats all gone now. I have no one and nothing.everyone told me to read JOB in the bible as my grandfather was a preacher now i know why.i am unable to work due to health problems so i have no way to support my kids and now live on the streets. i have been abused as a child and then as an adult. no one wants to hear morbid details of being raped, beaten tortured,drugged and sold but in the real world this happens and i quit wondering why me a long time ago. i buried one of my children 16 years ago and 4 months ago i signed the only thing i had left into my mothers custody.what do i have to live for

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RTD offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months ago (24 minutes after post)

Because now is your time ot make a difference. You have seen so much bad stuff which happens in this world, and if you can’t stay hopeful for yourself, then you need to do it for everyone else who may have, or will go through what you have been through.

You need to pick yourself back up, and not let all these awful things you have been exposed to, win. You are bigger and stronger then that. You have proved that by writing it here.

You are beautiful, and clearly so so so strong. It’s time to get off the ground, and put everything you can into building your life up again - because that is what you deserve.

I wish you every bit of luck.

Peace
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An Unknown Location | 2 months ago (1 hour, 36 minutes after post)

I used to live on the street. I was wasting my life. churchofgod.net made a difference.

If you need help, email me.

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