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want to die…

This pain is killing me slowly…i DON’t want to live anymore…I have been suicidal 4 times..I want just to rest without any problems..just die help me to survive

i get it. people always tell me to think about what i do have and the problem is that i can’t find meaning or value in anything. i’ve been so outside of everyone and everything my whole life–it’s never changed and only gets worse. i just don’t see the point of continuing in this nonstop discomfort. even when times have gotten “better” the pain was always still there.so nothing has really changed after all these years i thought i was beyond these feelings.

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Dragon_Lady online Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (5 minutes after post)

Can you get some counselling?

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An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (8 minutes after post)

are you a religious person? I’m not and i’v been suicidal several times and beleive me without religion its even harder. Im not going to tell you to open your arms to god it just helps sometimes to just talk to somebody even if you dont believe they’re there, I do believe my life is a constant dissapointment because of my family and situation but there are always small things that we enjoy and if you can find just one of those things its worth hanging on to enjoy that thing. I hope i helped.

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Tangerine. offline Verified User (2 years) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
Plattsburgh, NY, US | 2 months, 1 week ago (10 minutes after post)

all im going to say is: suicide is the most selfish thing you could ever do.
if you choose to take your own life youre thinking about yourself, not about the pain it would cause the people that love you.

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Neutra online Verified User (1 year, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 12 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (18 minutes after post)

Because you continue as what you go through is what is making you a better person. When will it end it may never but each time you get through it will make you stronger outside and inside and knowing that it will always continue means that you will always get stronger.

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Cell offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 63 #
Winnipeg, MB, CA | 2 months, 1 week ago (27 minutes after post)

Do you have some one you can talk to? Perhaps it would help you to tell us what’s bothering you.

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