Calorie Counter.
I’ve been cutting down my calories, making sure I have only 1500 a day. Because that much won’t effect my weight. I weigh 45kgs, and it’s not that I’m worried about getting fat, I just don’t want my weight to go over 47-48kgs. I’m terrified.
But what is concerning me now is that eating 80grams of food makes me feel sick. I ate pasta this morning and it was 400-and-something cals. I felt sick eating it. Only 80grams. Last night we had toasted sandwiches - I don’t even know how many cals that is. But I felt like throwing up after eating one quarter. My friend told me that I’m fast slipping back into old habits.
I’ve been on this calorie-cut-down for like a week, and I keep feeling sick, but I can’t bring myself to up my cals.
I keep passing out and getting bad head aches, but I can’t.
My daily food is generally 240cals for breakfast, leaving me 1260cals for the rest of the day.
I know it’s not healthy. But I don’t see much that wrong with it.
I think I need help though, because I keep making my intake lower, healthier (like eating only fruit). I’m scared that I’ll get anorexia or bulemia again. I could barely take it last time. I’m too scared to ask for help from my friends.
Please help.
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