Look at what you’ve done.
Leaving me to clean the scattered mess, the broken remains of the life I once knew. And I was not sure, if you were being you, as I clutched the phone so tightly to my ear, so as to not miss one sound that came out from those rose petal lips of yours. And my heart thrust itself into my inner chest, and was impaled so tragically to my rib cage. I could of sworn you were being honest and sincere, and so I too, became honest and sincere. I pushed images of you into my mind, and my lips met my eyes when I believed the lies you spread onto me. And I thought, ‘Oh wouldn’t this be wonderful? Wouldn’t this make everything so much more meaningful, if he could love me, and teach me to love him?’. I started loving you, when you fooled me with your brains and heart. But then you laughed at my lack of words and my improper use of phrases. Mocked me for believing you, and promised you were a friend. And even though I didn’t love you wholeheartedly, it was the fact that I thought I could have, that seared so deep, that saddened my heart. And now, when I know, that I did not love you, instead, loved the idea that I could love you, it still saddens my heart to know you chose me to lie to.
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