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I am at the end of my rope.

I’m a total recluse.
Just work in a dark room allday.
My family is tired of trying to get through to me and i don’t blame them.
I’m suicidal.

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Anko offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (3 minutes after post)

its hard to tell u what to do when not knowing whats causing it, have u been like this for long? if so maybe u should seek counseling, especially if ur suicidal.

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littlenick online Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 124 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (6 minutes after post)

That makes two of us. I work behind a partition all day long and a lot of people don’t even know I exist until they need or want something from me.

Don’t feel bad. Don’t be suicidal and always think that you will always have you!

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Cell offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 54 #
Winnipeg, MB, CA | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (20 minutes after post)

littlenick wrote:
That makes two of us. I work behind a partition all day long and a lot of people don’t even know I exist until they need or want something from me.

Don’t feel bad. Don’t be suicidal and always think that you will always have you!

So this is why u r always online! lol

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Cell offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 54 #
Winnipeg, MB, CA | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (20 minutes after post)

Can you get a different job?

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littlenick online Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 124 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (23 minutes after post)

Cell wrote:

littlenick wrote:
That makes two of us. I work behind a partition all day long and a lot of people don’t even know I exist until they need or want something from me.

Don’t feel bad. Don’t be suicidal and always think that you will always have you!

So this is why u r always online! lol

Honey, how would you know I’m always online unless you are too? That was not very nice.

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Jr. offline Verified User (10 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 20 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (24 minutes after post)

Here, this may help.
http://www.vitalaffirmations.com/

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Cell offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 54 #
Winnipeg, MB, CA | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (25 minutes after post)

u r on at work?!

I’m always on because I don’t have a job/life…

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k. offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (25 minutes after post)

Cell wrote:
Can you get a different job?

my job is not a problem i took it on purpose so i don’t have to interact with people. and so they can’t see me. i hate people looking at me. like i said i am a recluse and the only reason i get out of the house is to go do this one thing,and maybe once in a while a bill that can’t be paid online. i used to go when my family absolutely made me,but stopped doing that a while back, creating hostility between me and them. i guess they thought i would get better but now given up all hope for me.

littlenick wrote:
That makes two of us. I work behind a partition all day long and a lot of people don’t even know I exist until they need or want something from me.

Don’t feel bad. Don’t be suicidal and always think that you will always have you!

thanks..i’m kinda getting sick of myself though. lol

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k. offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (27 minutes after post)

Jr. wrote:
Here, this may help.
http://www.vitalaffirmations.com/

thanks

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Cell offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 54 #
Winnipeg, MB, CA | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (29 minutes after post)

Yeah…I generally hate it when people look at me too…Do u think u may depressed? Perhaps medication would help? Have you been to see a doctor?

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elgn2 offline Verified User (1 month, 4 weeks) Shouts: 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (29 minutes after post)

Seek ye the LORD while he may be found, call ye upon him while he is near: Let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts: and let him return unto the LORD, and he will have mercy upon him; and to our God, for he will abundantly pardon.For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the LORD. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.

Cry unto the Lord for help, and he will save you!

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littlenick online Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 124 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (35 minutes after post)

elgn2 wrote:
Seek ye the LORD while he may be found, call ye upon him while he is near: Let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts: and let him return unto the LORD, and he will have mercy upon him; and to our God, for he will abundantly pardon.For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the LORD. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.

Cry unto the Lord for help, and he will save you!

That works for some people. Not for others. So keep on trying to stay positive however you can.

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crapbag offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 30 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (43 minutes after post)

I felt this way for a long time and I suppose I still sometimes do, but my problem is that i wait for someone else to notice. But I forget that other people are wrapped up in their own lives as well.
You said your family are tired of trying to get through to you but obviously if they’ve tried then they care. Theres alway someone that would be happy to listen if you only give them the opportunity.
Suicide isnt the best option here. Although it seems like a quick escape route, its only gonna serve to leave alot of miserable people in its wake. I know misery loves company but I’m sure you wouldn’t wish the way you feel right now on anyone.
The best thing you can do right now is to make one change. It can be somethin tiny as well it doesn’t have to be anything major. A little change tends to have a ripple effect. Change your route to your crappy work. Eat ice-cream for your breakfast. Go to a pub for lunch and chat up the bar staff! Fart loudly in a lift full of strangers :)
You’re the most important person in your life.
Without you, it would be nothing.

Don’t give up.

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elgn2 offline Verified User (1 month, 4 weeks) Shouts: 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (1 hour, 16 minutes after post)

It’s not that it works for some and other not and this and that.We have ALL gone astray. we have all lost our ways. but sometimes we can be so selfish and so focued on ourselfes, that we miss our blessing. Some people like to kick againg God, and say this and that, everyone seems to be opiniating about who God is, but none of us have sought him out, read his word, to see what he has to say. All I can say to you is that God is REAL. HE IS NOT A DEAD A GOD, HE LIVES. And if it was not for the mercies of God, youwould not get up everymorning.

Selah.

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