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Hi pplz.

I was wondering um. I get depressed at night ALOT. And then I thought about suciding. But I almost did, I couldn’t do it tho. But the only reason why is b/c I write in my journal to express my feelings. I don’t want anyone reading it. And then >.> My mom reads it. And just because I didn’t tell her I had a boyfriend. Because I was afaid to tell her. She ends up reading my journal. She now knows everything about my life. Secrets (Not all) and How I had some previous boyfriends. And I talk back to her alot so fk her. I said to her “Why You gotta get into my bussiness?!” She says “I have the right I’m your mother” I say naw.. Reading that journal just make me wanna sucide. And then I got her even more pissed off and she comes walkin over to me. Slappin me 3 times across the face, and kicked me on my leg. (Not that hard). I mean is that right a mother readin my journal just because she has the right -.-

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An Undisclosed Location | 1 month, 3 weeks ago (15 minutes after post)

Your mum was just worried about you, thats why she read it.
Its not ok for her to be violent to you tho!
Are you ok?

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An Unknown Location | 1 month, 3 weeks ago (14 hours, 31 minutes after post)

No. I hate her >.>

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