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I can’t get out of this hole.

When the hell did it get back to this?
Oh Yeah, it was when we first kissed.
I was doing fine
So thanks a lot.
I wish I had never met you,
I wish we had just stayed friends,
Because now I’m suffering
And I want it to end.
Yes, go ahead.
Be friends with my friends.
Make me suffer more.
Sometimes I wish you were dead.
Won’t someone just ask me if I’m ok?
I’ll give you the answer that I always say.
Isn’t it sad?
My future seemed bright but lonely
Now i am just lonely, living in this dark hole.
You know what?
It hurt. It hurt like the flames of hell.
So thank you, because I will become stronger.
I will not live this way forever.
And I will shine,
And you will be left behind.

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raplin offline Verified User (9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 24 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 2 weeks ago (6 minutes after post)

heavy poem.
good though.
is it your personal feelings about someone?
its very similar to what my exgirlfriend wrote to me that left me in a strange place because i had no idea that she felt like that til i got the letter.infact when she left me(yes she left me)i never spoke to her until i got it.then when i tried to help her or tried to sort things out she kept getting angry and blaming me.
thing is though in my head i was doing nothing wrong.i was just getting on with life.
I think sometimes some people just have to let go.lifes too short to dwell on the past.it cant be changed…but the future can…

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An Unknown Location | 1 month, 2 weeks ago (8 hours, 32 minutes after post)

Thank you. Yes, this is about an ex-boyfriend of mine and he would be easy to get overr if he wasnt with a new girl every week. No one can imagine that he cheated on me and think im lying. I hope you continue to get over your ex also. I agree with you words about moving on. I am looking forward to a better future :)

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An Unknown Location | 1 month, 2 weeks ago (8 hours, 59 minutes after post)

can i just ask..
what makes it easier if he ISNT with anuther girl?
is it the fact that its not just you who is alone but him also?
or is it just hard to see him with someone else when you still have feelings for him?
its something i never understood about people when they break up.
I think when a relationship has ended then you have to let go.whatever that person does or whoever that person sees is no longer your concern and i think getting that closure would make hard breakups a lot easier.

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An Unknown Location | 1 month, 2 weeks ago (17 hours, 58 minutes after post)

basically i have feelings for him still and its just hard seeing him with someone else. i cant help but compare myself to his new girlfriends and i wonder why i wasnt enough for him. im really trying to get over him because i wouldnt want to be with someone who got around. i hope that makes sense.

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