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Hey all you dic-kheads

this is about drugs.
an how the people who dont take them,hate on the people that do,thus creating the seeds an i belive the killing stroke to an apreciative substance enthusiest to becoming a “junkie”.

I take “drugs” or to be more accurate in the tongue of the hypocrites Illegal substances eg;Marijuana,Methamphetimine,Acid,Ectacy,Cocaine,Heroin -the list could go on forever (COFFEE,CIGARETTES,Etc etc)
I do not abuse but apreciate that which im taking an keep a good control on my mind an body,constantly working my brain i believe with turbo charged preformance.learning about what im putting into me an the best ways to do that - so basically research an development, i respect an dont under or over-estimate the power of addiction keeping a very close watch on it.
i use to take a range of different drugs but now i only have two that i take.
Methamphetimine makes up a large portion an a small portion is buds which i have every few days or so.
the Methamphetimine or ‘p’ ‘crack’ ‘rock’ i blast intrevaneously once a day or once every two days which i have found the bowl (which u smoke p thru) has no comparison to how i felt after shooting
and unlike the bowl which i was used to havng urges an thoughts to go and steal to continue my habit,
i had no such urge or thoughts to go and steal,*not recently anyway,ed ;p*
the bowl has a strange way of ***-king peoples minds up so fast an easily,
while i once had a 4 week long bender without a normal sleep,but eating normally an keeping my personal welfare good,at the end of it i felt normal but mindblown from what i had learnt along the way.i then stopped cold turkey for 3 weeks.i barely noticed it!
The reaction from everyone was the normal crap that people give about it eg;there own unwelcomed opinions,the junkie an fiend name calling an judging,the look in peoples eyes wen they find out etc etc any other intravaniac intellectuists will kno what im saying!but the mind ******* an mental abuse you receive pushs the user to abuse to get away from the problems the world cause him by its bulls-hit ideas.
leave us be were not dirt or junkies or evil lil trolls
we are just people with certain prefrences to how they like theres.\dont judge dont hate

_[LUCIFER]_,,_

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An Unknown Location | 1 month, 3 weeks ago (21 minutes after post)

gay i cant editn my posting ^^
im an 18 year old from New Zealand i live in the city of auckland an i dont drink alcohol at all i spend possibly 300 hundred dollars of my pay on blasting an do not regret that at all i feel its money well earnt.the rest of my intake amount comes from other indisclosed means
I have a good job at a good company an stay out of bad trouble.
im a normal kid in the wrong generation ive been told.
i feel im doing right but the whole world feels like it has turned humanity against me an my onlyf friend i have left,why should i be expected to give up the one thing i enjoy to make everyone else happy?so we havnt given up
an they constantly are fulling our minds with abuse,always trying different ways to screw us over an destroy our lives…this world is evil beyond a joke
quite often i have felt how i fthink the boys that shot up columbine must have been feeling before they did it an have come close to doing similar outbursts/rash actions,to show the haters what they were ddoing to us i suffer from depression an hopelessness loneliness an a lack of confidence at the hands of the world,and the escape that the chemical reactions cause are enough to keep the want of living in sight…why should the words of others be able to cause so much damage an hurt to another with ease

…./>{TATZ-HATED} \…

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courtybubble offline Verified User (2 years, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 176 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month, 3 weeks ago (52 minutes after post)

well, if youre from NZ, as i am, youll know that P and P fuelled rages have been at the center of a hell of a lot of violent crime, and we have a massive massive problem with it here.
Methamphetamine ***** you up. plain and simple. and people who take meth are junkies. plain and simple. because its not a drug like weed, its incredibly addictive, and utterly destructive to your body.
i am aaaaaaall for smokin some bud, in fact ima stoke up a fat bowl later on myself, but srsly dood, P is not cool. get off that ****.
also, calling people dickheads is not ging to make them listen to you. calling people names when youre trying to get a point across just makes them look at you in an even worse light.
if drugs are the ONLY thing that give you happiness-you have a problem.

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mumstheword offline Verified User (1 year, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 21 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month, 3 weeks ago (5 hours, 47 minutes after post)

If you’re open-minded, read this post: http://help.com/post/215581-still-not…

If it doesn’t help you to understand why people tell you to stay off that stuff, then I’d say your mind is already messed up and slammed shut…

Now if you came for some help, we’ll gladly help. But if you came to intice others to use drugs (bearing in mind there are minors on this site), you won’t be tolerated lightly.

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