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Help.
I seem to be lost, I am physically here but “I” am gone. I feel like a hollow shell echoing the commands of those around me, I answer their calls like a automaton while “I” lay dead within the confines of that same shell.
I look at people and see them for the millions of marching ants that they are. I look at myself and I see a corpse.
I feel nothing, while “I” am cold and numb. In an effort to crack through the coldness I held my hand above a blue flame, but all that I felt was the blackening of my cold skin.
I traverse the same path day after day after day after identical day and “I” keep sinking farther and farther out if existance. Death is appealing to neather of us but as of yet we have not tasted life. No pleasure has ever felt pleasureable to us, no moment has ever been emotional, my face is set in smooth stone and it will not crack.
So then what is there when your only two options are to die by degrees or fall out of existance? Is there nothing out there? My only anchor seems to be music, without it I would surely sink. So one again I ask
Help.
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