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i am sure i am gay, i can’t tell my friends cos i dont have none i come home from work and just stay in my room, i go out with work on nights out but thats pritty much is it, i have not told anyone i am gay, i really like this guy who i work with i know he is bi but i would never have the guts to tell him, we do talk now and again, he is keeping his sexuality close to him, i found out by mistake and now i know i want him so bad

i need your help

Hey,

Well I have just turned 19, in september, i started working for the council when i was 16 as a modern apprentice, i was moved arround our building alot and got to work with different people/ different depatments, anyway later on i was emmployed working for the coucnil, i had never being sure of my sexuality when i left school nore am i now, i have had sex dont get me wrong but i have started to notice men more and more.

work at the moment is really well i get paid shed loads i work hard and have a good team who i get alone with, while i was a mordern apprentice like i say i got to know all the people in the building all 109 of them, i get alone with everyone and i think they do with me. anyway i notied this guy at work straught away, he is stunning he is 21 in october and he is just what i look for in a man, i think, anyway we have worked togeather several times doing bits and bobs, and all the time i loved every secound.

now you have to understand that i have not told anyone i like men, why, i am not to sure, rejection maybe, deniale, who nows, i can tell you that the same thoughts go through me head everytime i see a guy, the main problems i have is that i am lonley i have hardly got any friends, and when i do see my friends its kinda just for one day then i dont see them for six months / weeks, so i come home and sit in my room watching tv looking on the web, the usual.

i want to change that, i found out that the guy i work i like is bi, it was a mistake that i was told but anyway i could not belive it, this is my chance, i want to tell him i love him and i wanna be with him and make hot pasonite love to him, gross i know but bare with me here. but i cant do it i am to affrade, i am not ready for people to know this side of me, the side that likes guys, the side that needs some more friends and needs a little conpaonship in his life.

what do i do?, do i tell him in hope he feels the same?, do i keep it bottled up until i move out and feel confident anought to, (still live at home), do i see what he is like arround me, i need to get him alone outside of work and we need to socalie.

Please HELP.com me