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I am an HIV + man who is in desperate need of finding a new, rewarding and successful path in life.

I am litterally starting from the bottom trying to rebuild my life. I have lost everything that I have ever worked for as a result of having 4 strokes. I was blessed enough to survive those strokes and have been trying to pick myself back up but I seem to keep hitting walls. Nothing is working out! I feel as though the stress and debt are about to consume me, crushing me under its immense weight. I have never been able to pursue what is truly in my heart….art, music, writing –because I exchanged all of that for the practicality and security of where I was when I was at that point in time. I admit, I have made many, many wrong decisions in life and I desire only to make right out of what I have done wrong and to build a beautiful life out of what I have left. I need greatly to do something wonderful with my life but I need help, an avenue to explore that is true to the desire and hope that is in my heart.

My desire is to move to Chicago and begin again, but past that I don’t know much more. I do not want to live off “the system”, I want to be a person who contributes not only to myself but others as well.

I don’t know what the first step is. I am looking for honest, non-judgemental responses that might offer guidance to find that avenue that I spoke of. I believe that there is hope, somewhere, I pray only that I don’t find it too late.

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An Unknown Location | 2 weeks, 6 days ago (1 month after post)

Dear friend,
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